i-love-my-life

interesting

2009-02-28T15:49:00.003+08:00

1. YOUR REAL NAME:
Tang Weng Chuen Raymond

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle.)
tanizzle

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color and favorite animal)
violent mountain lion

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (your middle name and street you live on/or neighborhood if it's a number)
Weng Crawford

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
ondta(yeah sure whatever you say)

6. YOUR SUPERHERO/CRIMINAL NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink)
pink ice honeydew sago

7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, 1st letter of your last name, 2nd letter of your mom's maiden name, 3rd letter of your dad's name, 1st letter of a sibling's first name, and last letter of your mom's first name)
Ayrhcak (wha?)

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (parents middle names)
ngek seng

9 . YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black siyan (ex-pet)

10 . YOUR HOOD NAME: (first 3 of your first name and add -iqua)
Taniqua (noooo)

today

2009-02-25T19:34:00.001+08:00

today chiong chiong chiong
must score all As for ct1
need to practice more ,influence more,eat more and most important love more...

today

2009-02-24T19:03:00.000+08:00

sian arh no mood to blog le...
st1 coming soon very very soon...wahaha

heart bleeding and crying

2009-02-21T10:03:00.001+08:00

This few day i will adopt isolation so i can clear my mind........so do take note

Daily ro??

2009-02-18T20:21:00.002+08:00

Early morning go to school strolled to my classroom,finish any not completed work.
After that sway to canteen emo if i feel aishiteru but she dun hai...happy in the morning if she aishiteru back hehe.chat with sc ,sometimes maybe with darling.
then do morning duty ,actually just stand then persuade people to sit down have fun and do duty at the same time.Also do sec 1 lol.If got time then do gate duty.
then study study and more study.i want more homework to kill time i want a bigger bag !!then wed recess meet darling and chat.if not nomal sit with sc and eat and chat hehe.
then study study and more hehe.got homework fever le...I do work now very fast...lol then after school remedial or meet darling then do random stuff lol....
then walk her home then go home blah blah....
go home ,eat,shower,rest,study,blog and so on...
blah blah repeat every day...
Darling need to study from 7 to 9 hehe.
i got so many task hai....
i pray that night hike gp same with darling hehe..
manji-san sigh ...
today lol...
emo in the morning nv chat to anyone.
then settle assult case then sc case ....
then do my class something....buried our goals our time capsule
then study study and study.
recess emo first then darling come find me then we talk a bit then go back class le.
study study then got bio spa till 320 then go buy sandwich eat.
then at 4 go bio class end and 530.bio class was fun hehe.
eat so much chocolate until we talk about bgr haha
then end went ish play basketballl with darling,arrys,li cheng,shengfatt,wan,naqib,bro and com...
then at 6 we went home then do flag down lol.teach licheng alena shengfatt how to do flag down...
then we walk home then we laugh and laugh ,emo and emo
then after she went home i chiong for my bus than my bbt flew away so ps ...
then meet my bro then went home...
then now bored...
manji-san
Aishiteru darling dear hehe
looking forward for 9march ...hehelol

Today Boredom or busy??

2009-02-15T19:08:00.002+08:00

Oh i really love my exciting life.Yesterday, today and tomorrow always different.
Today ,we commemorate total defence.Early in the slow and dark morning,woke up and prepared to go out.I waddle around..."Hurr-y-y up-p"i croaked with my hand covering my mouth as air come out. In a lightning moment ,i showered and came out.I slowly took all the time i need to wear my no4(arh no mood to write my essay)My watch read 728,oh i am going to be in deep soup...I went bersek and done everything i need in a spit second."A-aa-hhh"i sighed and off i went...
I reached my destimation in a short time but cover a long distance.
Then i saw lot of my own man in green all wearing badges.MOnkey see monkey do,i reached for my badges and pin them up.(i need to thank munira for helping me pin my markmans badge,Thank You1)I stroll to the war memorial,with my hand hiding in my pocket.
i gathered with the rest at the tent and ..."Raymond,come here"sir chuckled."can you be the 3 representive of ncc to represent ncc?"MAdam giggle "Sure!why not it's my honour"i squealed with my heart beating faster with every word mention.
We rehearsaled twice and were ready for the actual thing.The cermony was interesting,for the first time i attended it ,it was very new to me.the cermony started with the arrival of dr lee boon yang,all clear signal ,presentatoin of reefs and lastly a minute of silence.
"let have the presentation of reefs by our ncc represntive!"the emcee announced.I stood up with my hands feeling clammy,Heart popping out.I flit to my position.we hold the reef and off we went.i floated all the way with excitement flooding my minds.I present the reef and we bow 3 time to give out respect .we shuffle back to our seats...
After the cermony i went home ...went out to bugis blahblah dun want to write le so tired.
Manji-san out... zzz
Guys let us do a reflection of total defence.
What will i defend?how ?when?why?where?which?
I will defend singapore as it is my home the only place i feel comfortable.i ready to die for my home at any frontline defending what i call home.I will protect my family and priscilla,they are my loves one and i live because of them...I will protect them with what they had given me which is love.I will protect my beliefs ,my love and my future. LAstly i will care for my friends,when they are injured i will applied first aid to them .i will not leave them behind,i will stay with them.WIth love for a country,LOVe for my family,Love for my girlfrens and concern from my friends...manji-san

heart fill with love despite that

2009-02-14T21:19:00.001+08:00

SOrry pris but still feel happy with you hehe Ai she te ru!!Happy Valentines Day!! Ich Libre priscilla
manji-san loving ppl

Today happy or depress you guess?

2009-02-14T20:34:00.002+08:00

today i was very excited then keep waking up pretty often to check time
so eager for it to hit 8 hehe then
a storm brew and hit my tiny and small house.
MY mother stormed into my room and roared,
"WHAT you did ! look at your bill"my mom roared as she flipped the bill around and around.
i was rooted to the ground and shivering in fear ,upon me now was impending doom.
i stared at my bill in astonishment ,there i saw a 3 digit number which scarred my mind.
The 3 digit was so outstanding there all i can see on the bill was the magic numbers..
i was so ......inside me i was thinking of wad to do and what happen? i was thrown into a whirlpool of chaos....inside was having an internal conflict....
i placed all that at the back of my head and prepared for my workshop...i was swaying around till the moment i was going off .IN my mind, came wad am i going to do?wad-d-d! For a moment i was in deep thoughts with my hand grabbing a fistful of my tousled hair .I walk with heavy steps and very reluctantly,the tiny house of mine disappeared....
i switch on my mp3 and listen to smoothing music...i was wondering wad to do as the calm music came slowly and leaving my mind.The music really aid me ,i was calm and i clean up and make my tousled hair neat again.
the answer have appeared and imprinted in my seas of thoughts.there i went to tampines.
Walk around in heavy steps as i started to feel rocks collating on my shoulders.time became slow and it freeze at a moment where i thought my heart stop beating .The decision of buying what gift come repeatedly in my buzzing head .Then i ...
i went and meet wei jie and daanish,swaying all the way my hands becoming clammy and sweat run down my neck. ''HUrryyy!''i roared in rage.And they gasp for a moment and hasten their pace.After that we went to buy my gifts and ... ...
then went for my meeting with pris ...horrible...from a world of ours came an comet which landed deeply in our world ...despite that,our world still revolve and seem normal.We had great fun ,we screamed,squealed ,stammer and many more .We burst into an long and high laughter.We play aracde games showed a lots of emotion...From shouting for joy ,hugging each other tighthly,shrieking .Then we had a slow bristle walk to bugis ...The path was narrow but short.hold pris tightly close to my heart and we reach in no time .We have a game at the BHG and ended in despair .JIN feng and mr zaldy kept calling me and i was rushing around and panicking...out of the blue my mom also call.
'Hurry up! Come home !'my mom roared and i immediately left a small gap from my phone form my ears to prevent my precious eardrums from bursting violently. "y-yes" i squealed then walk to the train station...(i dun want to elaborate)
i hold her tightly and sigh in despair...we lumber down the packed escalator and stand at a tiny and dark corner.i Jumped ,suddenly a strong felt vibratation throughtout my body,i knew that it was form my mom."Where are you now!come home this moment..." MOM roared with rage that spread throught my ear and to my heart,i felt a sharp ,momentarily pain on my chest.
I hold her hand for a moment and went in the tunapacked can like train ."good bye... darling...take care..."i stammer and went lightning fast off the tunapackedcan .i sway and hang my head low.Finally i reach my impending doom...
manji-san out...

today

2009-02-12T19:24:00.002+08:00

today quite fun hehe
i keep seeing the video over and over agn
and read his comments about Singapore here is it

I could pick where to spend my layovers; Singapore, Bangkok, Chiang Mai, Vientiane. That decision is easy. I just want a comfortable place to sit and write, and for that, nothing beats Singapore.

Then I think; why even leave the terminal? Changi is one of the finest airports in the world. Swimming pool, free movie theater, orchid garden. I am for want of nothing.

I'm struck with a small epiphany. The distinction between Singapore and its airport is a minor one. The entire country feels like one very large departure lounge; spotlessly clean, no distinct smells, climate-controlled, no one is poor, lots of shopping, no real culture, pleasant enough for the moment, but not a place you want to stay very long.

video is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zlfKdbWwruY from http://wherethehellismatt.typepad.com/blog/singapore/

hehe how nice of him ,but how many singaporeans think of this???tell me ur views hehe

manji-san eager to know

today morning came school brush up and went canteen then blah blah morning things again but today the thing i got a mission haha cannot tell one hehe .Survive school then go eat then got remedial lots of it haha then go library find my bro ,pris lol sian then go sc room do something hehe.then suddenly pris came down .me and li cheng chiong and keep everything haha...then walk with her blah blah .then go sc do stupid things blah blah.Then walk her home,haha something very funny happen hehe dun want to say lol,after sending her home went to 7 eleven but snapple and walk to bedok then go home le.

today reflections.feel very happy today hehe .no matter how i feel i just show my happy face haha despite my inner .....lol ,studying alone is fun ,today cme talk abt frenship then i got so sad sia hai....i regretted a lot of things but without them i am not who i am now.i thank you all my frens.i got to thank li cheng ,she help me a lot hehe and thanks for helping me with my valentines.THank YOu !! today i dun noe why got urge to do wad i learn hehe then i did 2 out of 3 but hai fail but still stay happy at least got try.i will push myself more and gogoggo make all the impossible possible make miracles happen hehe .sorry priscilla ...i managed to finish my homework before i meet priscilla haha yes i can i will i must.STAy Positive always dear raymond!! manji-san hehe stay happy too darling dear.oh yea btw thank you SHERMIN for acting blured THANK YOU!!!!

arh very fast valentines le hehe .sat going out.got workshop from 10 to 1 hehe at tampines library then go fetch her then blah blah still thinking ohgosh so little time left for me.BUTT i can do it hehe .tired of writing le

manji-san out muahaha love you priscilla hehe

ur months decide ur personalities?

2009-02-11T20:55:00.000+08:00

tell me if true?
JANUARY

Ambitious and serious
Loves to teach and be taught
Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses
Likes to criticize
Hardworking and productive
Smart, neat and organized
Sensitive and has deep thoughts
Knows how to make others happy
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Rather reserved
Highly attentive
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love
Loves children
Logical
Needs close friends
Searches for the greatest romance
Loyal
Social
Easily jealous

FEBRUARY

Abstract thoughts
Loves reality and abstract
Intelligent and clever
Changing personality
Temperamental
Quiet, shy and humble
Low self esteem
Honest and loyal
Determined to reach goals
Loves freedom
Rebellious when restricted
Loves aggressiveness
Too sensitive and easily hurt
Showing anger easily
Dislike unnecessary things
Loves making friends but rarely shows it
Daring and stubborn
Ambitious
Realizing dreams and hopes
Sharp
Loves entertainment and leisure
Romantic on the inside not outside
Superstitious and ludicrous
Spendthrift
Learns to show emotions

MARCH

Attractive personality
Affectionate
Shy and reserved
Secretive
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic
Loves peace and serenity
Sensitive to others
Loves to serve others
Not easily angered
Trustworthy
Appreciative and returns kindness
Observant and assess others
Revengeful
Loves to dream and fantasize
Loves traveling
Loves attention
Hasty decisions in choosing partners
Loves home decor
Musically talented
Loves special things
Moody

APRIL

Active and dynamic
Decisive and haste but tends to regret
Attractive and affectionate to oneself
Strong mentality
Loves attention
Diplomatic
Consoling
Friendly and solves people’s problems
Brave and fearless
Adventurous
Loving and caring
Suave and generous
Emotional
Revengeful
Aggressive
Hasty
Good memory
Moving
Motivate oneself and the others
Sickness usually of the head and chest
Easily get too jealous

MAY

Stubborn and hard-hearted
Strong-willed and highly motivated
Sharp thoughts
Easily angered
Attracts others and loves attention
Deep feelings
Beautiful physically and mentally
Firm standpoint
Easily influenced
Needs no motivation
Easily consoled Systematic (left brain)
Loves to dream
Strong clairvoyance
Understanding
Sickness usually in the ear and neck
Good imagination
Good debating skills
Good physical
Weak breathing
Loves literature and the arts
Loves traveling
Dislike being at home
Restless
Not having many children
Hardworking
High spirited
Spendthrift

JUNE

Thinks far with vision
Easily influenced by kindness
Polite and soft-spoken
Having lots of ideas
Sensitive
Active mind
Hesitating
Tends to delay
Choosy and always wants the best
Temperamental
Funny and humorous
Loves to joke
Good debating skills
Talkative
Daydreamer
Friendly
Knows how to make friends
Abiding
Able to show character
Easily hurt
Prone to getting colds
Loves to dress up
Easily bored
Fussy
Seldom show emotions
Takes time to recover when hurt
Brand conscious
Executive
Stubborn
Those who loves me are enemies
Those who hates me are friends

JULY

Fun to be with
Secretive
Difficult to fathom and to be understood
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Takes pride in oneself
Has reputation
Easily consoled
Honest
Concern about people’s feelings
Tactful
Friendly
Approachable
Very emotional
Temperamental and unpredictable
Moody and easily hurt
Witty and sarky
Sentimental
Not revengeful
Forgiving but never forgets
Dislike nonsensical and unnecessary things
Guides others physically and mentally
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully
Caring and loving
Treats others equally
Strong sense of sympathy
Wary and sharp
Judge people through observations
Hardworking
No difficulties in studying
Loves to be alone
Always broods about the past and the old friends
Likes to be quiet
Homely person
Waits for friends
Never looks for friends
Not aggressive unless provoked
Loves to be loved
Easily hurt but takes long to recover
Overly concerned
Puts in effort in work

AUGUST

Loves to joke
Attractive
Suave and caring
Brave and fearless
Firm and has leadership qualities
Knows how to console others
Too generous and egoistic
Takes high pride of oneself
Thirsty for praises
Extraordinary spirit
Easily angered
Angry when provoked
Easily jealous
Observant
Careful and cautious
Thinks quickly and rationally
Independent thoughts
Loves to lead and to be led
Loves to dream
Talented in the arts, music and defense
Sensitive but not petty
Poor resistance against illnesses
Learns to relax
Hasty and rushy
Romantic
Loving and caring
Loves to make friends

SEPTEMBER

Suave and compromising
Careful, cautious and organized
Likes to point out people’s mistakes
Likes to criticize
Quiet but able to talk well
Calm and cool
Kind and sympathetic
Concerned and detailed
Trustworthy, loyal and honest
Does work well Sensitive
Thinking
Good memory
Clever and knowledgeable
Loves to look for information
Must control oneself when criticizing
Able to motivate oneself
Understanding
Secretive
Loves sports, leisure and traveling
Hardly shows emotions
Tends to bottle up feelings
Choosy especially in relationships
Loves wide things
Systematic

OCTOBER

Loves to chat
Loves those who loves him
Loves to takes things at the centre
Attractive and suave
Inner and physical beauty
Does not lie or pretend
Sympathetic
Treats friends importantly
Always making friends
Easily hurt but recovers easily
Bad tempered
Selfish
Seldom helps unless asked
Daydreamer
Very opinionated
Does not care of what others think
Emotional
Decisive
Strong clairvoyance
Loves to travel, the arts and literature
Soft-spoken, loving and caring
Romantic
Touchy and easily jealous
Concerned
Loves outdoors
Just and fair
Spendthrift and easily influenced
Easily lose confidence

NOVEMBER

Has a lot of ideas
Difficult to fathom
Thinks forward
Unique and brilliant
Extraordinary ideas
Sharp thinking
Fine and strong clairvoyance
Can become good doctors
Careful and cautious
Dynamic in personality
Secretive
Inquisitive
Knows how to dig secrets
Always thinking
Less talkative but amiable
Brave and generous
Patient
Stubborn and hard-hearted
If there is a will, there is a way
Determined
Never give up
Hardly become angry unless provoked
Loves to be alone
Thinks differently from others
Sharp-minded
Motivates oneself
Does not appreciates praises
High-spirited
Well-built and tough
Deep love and emotions
Romantic
Uncertain in relationships
Homely
Hardworking
High abilities
Trustworthy
Honest and keeps secrets
Not able to control emotions
Unpredictable

DECEMBER

Loyal and generous
Patriotic
Active in games and interactions
Impatient and hasty
Ambitious
Influential in organizations
Fun to be with
Loves to socialize
Loves praises
Loves attention
Loves to be loved
Honest and trustworthy
Not pretending
Short tempered
Changing personality
Not egoistic
Takes high pride in oneself
Hates restrictions
Loves to joke
Good sense of humor
Logical

smile

2009-02-11T20:42:00.001+08:00

guys i read upon this and i think is useful
if your gal is sad or down u should do this
31 tips to make her feel better

Tell her she is beautiful
Hold her hand at any moment … even if its ust for a second.
Hug her from behind
Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
Wrestle with her
Don’t go hang out with you ex when she is not with you, you might not relize how badly it hurts her.
If youre talking to another girl, when you’re done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her….let her know she’s yours and they aren’t.
Write her notes or call her just to say “hi”
Introduce her to your friends … as your girlfriend.
Play with her hair.
Pick her up (she loves it)
Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn’t like it
Make her laugh
Let her fall asleep in your arms.
If she’s mad at you, kiss her.
If you care about her, then TELL HER
Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal (she’ll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she’ll treasure it forever), and one of her t-shirts (she’ll most likely wear it to bed) or sweatshirts sprayed with her cologne!! and flowers or something occasionally.
Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you’re alone.
Look her in the eyes and smile.
Hang out with her on weekends
Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)
Kiss her just for the heck of it
If your listening to music, let her listen too.
Remember her birthday and get her something, even if its’n simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER.
When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don’t (it’ll make her happy.)
Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don’t care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don’t necessarily have to have hour long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
Give her wat she wants
Recognize the small things … they usually mean the most.
Don’t hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she’ll feel left out.
Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang wit your girl friend all the time
If u care about her…SHOW her

haha i will use wad i learnt hehe
manji-san happy and off

today waa up up and away

2009-02-11T19:04:00.001+08:00

today very emo morning
forget this forget that
sorry miscoal i forgot the boots
hai then emo emo
morning no mmod to talk to her sorry
blah blah emo in lesson
miscoal ask me wad happen i also dun know
then sms lol then recess
go buy food then sit with li cheng
chatted for a while
then SUDDENLY priscilla tickled me form the back
haha i got the reflex then blah blah
enjoy recess then notice not that emo le
then survive through till the end
while walking to e math class saw arnold lol
we stare at each other lol blah blah la
then eat with my bio gang then go a math
after a math we play hehe
play basketball
then play volley ball lol with wrong ball haha
then play with sheng fatt li cheng priscilla arrys see cheng
haha then walk around then go sc room
blah blah then walk priscilla home
and walk to bedok and then went home le haha
manji-san out hehe

today waa can die

2009-02-10T19:34:00.005+08:00

today come school hai.....
first thing in the morning my fren
broke the vending machine
i help him clear and blahblah
then morning very lonely
go back class my bottle gone ohgosh
no water le...
then survive the day until recess yea
can play le
all full dress run here run there
we perform hehe
i was a terrorist and the ic for the last part
i ly on the hot floor get scalded oh gosh then i knock my knee
cut my hand today so tired and weak.
then go assembly boring sia but i go in or out
get scolded,kena lock....so on/.....
yea yea school end so tired go take my bag
then go sc room
then put back inside then went out
went to the back with pris ,li cheng and shengfatt
the two couples haha
we bought food and drinks and go back le
eat le then chatt then emotion went high...
she got angry and walk around school blah blah .....
dun want to say about it.all i know i was very sad and ashamed
i fail as a bf ...:(
then i try to cheer her up then when we finally get better then haha...
we had fun tickling each other run here and there haha
then went in sc gang people and went home le
walk her home then walk to bedok
feel like fainting but love push me on haha....
then went home then blah blah
.........
manji-san out
Reflection of today
today i did a lot mistakes
i never stay with her when ppl come
i never hug her when she was down/angry
i was not able to pull myself
i was not able to make her anger disappear
i was not able to let her anger out
i was not able to feel her emotion
i was not able to see/feel her pain
BUT now i know
i will ease her pain now
i will stay with her regardless of other view
i will be proud and confident with her
i will hug her when she is down/angry
i will hold her hand
i will make jokes to cheer her up
i will cry with her when she want to cry
i will lent her my shoulder if she need it
i will do my best to know her better
i will now protect her with my life
i will do the greatest date on valentines
manji-san confirm

EMOtion and more emotions

2009-02-07T14:06:00.002+08:00

today morning wake up ache like .....
then sms pris
she tell me ....
then i worry for the whole morning guess my emotion
confused and ......haha
then on com chat on msn
with amanda,licheng and many more
guess my emotion
emoing at home
then sms pris then feel ..(guess haha)
then now blogging for no reasons
now need to prepare for ....(guess haha)
got 2 days somemore need talk face to face one
haha guess how i feel now
excited anxious very high haha
then now think of homework
then feel (haha)
shiok and chiong arh can one
despite of tons of it haha
manji-san out

Today today .....

2009-02-06T20:41:00.002+08:00

Today morning everyone very emotionalll....lol dots...
mood this morning very tense
alena sad over ....
li cheng also.....
sheng fatt angry....
adli very blur .....
i heartbroken ......
then i was emoing in class,,,
then pe lesson
i slack slack slack
then we had a fun time with games
have fun with my frens
then after that emo again
then rush through lessons
then after school gastric pain OMG
then chiong to chinese finish test chiong to canteen
TO EAT lOL
then chat with pris a while then she went st john
then i go my class to paint
then got challenges fun...
then go ncc do here do there
then see st john doing drills
haha so .........
dun want to say...
then walk pris home
then go back school take bag then
got case of theft hai
blahblah then go home
now....
manji-san out

Life recently with sparks

2009-02-05T18:29:00.006+08:00

Yesterday
blah blah survive le dun want to remember yesterday
was study study and more study .....
Today
in the morning finish my math then take my bio stuff go sc room do
pris was late today so we got less time to chat hope tml have more time
then do duty
ablah blah
study study and study wow my class very ethu keep asking for more homework
now 4E2 is having HOMEWORK FEVER
school ended eat with sc blah blah
meet with pris and we walk around the school
then stupid thing happen ask me personally for more info
wow today the whole school saw me with pris OMG cool then want to stead soon le
it either this week or next week i pray hard before valentines haha
today i dare to say she is my gf so i will hold responbility over my words
then me and pris went in sc room and we have fun with junson and li cheng
haha then at 5 plus we went home le then we sms and going to online soon...

reflecting on life.....

2009-02-03T19:12:00.003+08:00

today was a down down down ..........day.........
this morning was pretty ok lah
chatted with li cheng in the morning
slack in sc room till time
then do duty le hai
morning duty see my class so empty all at foyer then dun dare call them
call li cheng sheng fatt call them then they say them
so sad and bad .....
they say i angry le then all satrt moving hai
so weird yet funny
then lesson sian sia
blahblah survived
during lesson so afraid her phone kena confis..
so i promised not to sms her during lesson i hope i can
but still will sms one but less in lessons
recess i did something stupid and it make me feel down
i cut queue OMG i feel so bad
then i got my retribution
eat alone so sorry!!!yingying and frens
during physic mr yap sit through my lesson OMG
so funny yet strange
assembly le went do duty with alena sheila adli and naqib
then ......
had a custom talk ,,,,,,
then hai school dismiss ......
then meet up with pris they all
tehn play around chat abt valentines blahblah
then arrys want to date chun kiat hjaha
then we teased amanda say pandey haha
so fun and funny
then they wanted to leave school then rain heavily
haha they come back then do ???cant remember
eat with marcus they all hai boring
then finally they went off hai...
went in sc room
get so down,,,
then the whole sc room become quiet and cold
then my fren say
raymond you sad or down the whole board become quiet and down
when i hi and happy the whole board is having fun and always laughing
when i feel what they feel wad
then they say wa nice
raymond you got more influence then exco then i wonder haha
then was so down,elaine shouting at me balhblah
then the recess eating me up
so sad and down
manji-san emo
then went ncc
feel so down then keep smsing
hai then do funny things with my cadets funfun
haha then went home
walk with yayah then chat abt relationships lol
wow learn new term ttm...
went home then started to read my inbox
i miss zi nan jia xu bao jie rui jun yi jing heh
they at another end of the world hai
i miss also smsing liou jing
her smsing style so miss it
now missing people ......
i find out that my path is with holes again
i really like pris but dunnoe if ....
hai so confused again
really and ready to go into one that will last long i pray
my life my choices
manji-san .....
so since today feeling rather down all this rather weird and not in the right thinking state
love is something wonderful
i suddenly reflect on my feelings too
i noticed my feeling with pris is different from jing,jy,qiqi
so .......?
i accept your apology amanda,,,
OMg a lot ppl disturbing pris
WTh ...
looking forwad to valentines
hai hai then now wondering lots of stuffs
got group date..
manji-san out and down

life recently

2009-02-02T17:45:00.003+08:00

Today was rather fun fun fun all the way haha
early morning got accident
so funny lol
i took pics maybe if got time then upload
i wasted like 5 min there lol haha
i saw the bus 12 then everyone go chiong out and go the bus stop haha
then reach school go my classroom
and all chiong homework haha
then at 7 i got piss and went out to enjoy the breeze
then li cheng and sc ppl come and say hi normal stuff
haha then chatted a while then see chien nee come
switch off light then do duty
have fun standing there talking to alena they all haha
then do duty
arrys pris kaisi all stand then chat and dun noe blahblah...
then they sit down....
then sing song haha
then go back class
check thermometer time haha
me and alena bet
i bet pris got bring
she got her bf got bring
in the end i win haha
wow so happy over such trivial stuff
i forgot to remind her but she got bring haha
then go into lesson lame lah dun want talk abt it
then wei jie and my frens keep asking my stead my stead
why haven stead i wwasss like wad the....
during recess my ncc specs went to cse1 class and do
admin stuff
during my chem
fariz they all come find me
then blahblah haha
then went out with marcus,samy,manda,zinger,staff,jer,dann,weijie,zhen lu
go out walk walk joke joke then go back school
find ms deepa chatt with her haha
then go sc do homework play around
have fun with li cheng ,elaine,ting ting ,sheng fatt,naqib,junson and see cheng haha
wego do funny staff
sorry see cheng
dun take it to heart for fun only ok:)
manji-san trueful
then went home with ting ting and chee kia
found out jing wen like chee kia
went home on com do this do that hai
that for today
smsing pris agn lolx
very lame
manji-san out

Today

2009-02-01T21:55:00.003+08:00

OMG i am going to chiong now
today got party at sf house
have fun
miss ong came
lots of things happen
i will uploads pics and videos
haha
then went a lonely lonely walk
but i guess she was sick so nevermind
so sorry to ask her out
kena stupid stuff hai
then went sengkang
eat then go home
that for now ok
manji-san sleepy
looking forward to feb yeah
manji-san out

January Journal

2009-02-01T20:48:00.003+08:00

Learning Experience
-Secondary 1 orientation Camp
-Super-Teens workshop
-My Birthday
There seems to be another one which i cannot seems to remember for now.For sec 1 camp ,as a leader .I had better understanding on the type of leader i want to become.The sec 1 camp was pretty interesting, the camp have a lots of up and downs.The camp was a huge challenge but we pull through it.From this camp i know that the aura i give out to my followers really affect the group mood.If i do not care then the group will be like what is this camp for?If i show anger,the group will be scared and not happy.If i be happy and be active,the group will cheer and have fun.This was my experience and now i know i want to be a happy and active plus positive leader.
My birthday,i know how to control my feelings.Do you know the feeling of your classmate not wishing you well?i know that ,i was sad and angry.I learn how to hide my feelings and act as normal.I was happy because friends that i knew for only 14 days help me celebrate .
Super-teens ,i learn about planning ahead and setting goals and dreams .I learn how to study and learn a lot of strategies too.This is the second workshop that i love and really learn something from it .I love my life.
Impacts
-i can control emotions
-i want to be very positive
-influence my friends to be positive
-Study well and score well
-want to live life to the fullest
how and why got impact
It can change my future that the impact.i want a good future that why got huge impact.
application in life
i can use the skills and strategies for my study ,being positive can make me do the impossible and can do every thing .Control emotions so my friends will not really get affected by my feelings.
Reflections for January
I had a emotional and fun January.Full of up and downs.I learn a lot of new things.I just pray hard that i can use and do what i learn.I had a dream and that is to become a well-known cardiac specialist.My goal for this year is 7 As for o level.I make new friends and have a pretty close friend .I am now handling my relationships with family and love one haha :)looking forward to February.
Goals for February
-master my sec 3 works (bio,sciences ,maths,humanities and language)
-have a fun and unforgettable valentines
-know how to make a surprise.
-score well for common test
-study well for common test
-stay in love and maybe get into one haha
Tradition
i am now following chinese traditions only.I think Chinese tradition is still alive but fading.Younger generations are not following ,the tradition are not pass down from parent to child that why it is fading.People are feeling that what point are there in doing all these.
Being a chinese ,you must know your history and lifestyle.that is why following tradition is significant .It tells people your background.i think families and government should have more events relating to traditions to make it meaningful and should be targeted at young people.We can integrate traditions with modernity. We can do it on IT who knows .we can do it with friends more because spenting more time with family is not the style of youger generations.WE need to keep all the traditions alive even if we are going high technology.Does not mean it will be dead,it should be more lively and more treasured.
Manji-san

today

2009-01-31T19:49:00.002+08:00

yeah today did one and hate one thing
today i manage to control my class and do the right things
today the islandwide flagday was very weird
i dun like
keep kena rejected
then i cannot flirt
so i walk around
and become
walking street directory haha lame
then blablah dun want to say more le
then go back school
keep smsing and do lots of thing
i manage to do it all yes
then go tm with frens
eat at long johns
then my pretty girlfren got tuition sad:(
then walk in tm
going home that time
we discuss wad to do on valentines
then marcus got all the ideas haha
i now notice they all know
i dun know why
now the fire spread so fast sia
how sia my pretty girlfren haha
then at mrt see the art guy statue one then the girls play around
so funny
then take pic go home la
manji-san in circles haha
manji-san looking forward to tml
got outing and partying
yeah my pretty girlfren going too
haha
manji-san out......

Today...

2009-01-29T20:52:00.002+08:00

Today very emotional
today full of up and downs
was feeling rather lonely without my pretty lovely
she fell sick and didnt come for 2 day
so sad :(
but luckily got councilors
adli,li cheng,sheng fatt ,junson
we all have fun dam lot of fun
today in school
feel like sleep
only class i enjoy the most is Bio
and the least is chinese
so sleepy
manji-san eyelids very heavy
today stay back in school
help ms ong
but
but
she never came
we waited so long and wad the
tml got ug some more how do
the challenge now is very last minute
ok dam my frens rape my handphone
rape my inbox
and sentbox
then ran home straight haha
then sms my pretty lovely
now we thinking about how we become so close
both in doubts haha
now preparing for tml ncc training
i putting ncc as 4 important thing in my life
first is study
second is family
3 is love
then all after cca
haha
manji-san wish all my frens a happy happy chu si today
sleepy manji-san
zZz

life

2009-01-25T17:21:00.002+08:00

Yeah so happy
going to be chinese new year le
happy chinese new year to kai si ,derick and hua fang
sorry cannot sms back my sms bursting sry
i wish all my frens a happy chinese new year eve
i wish my pretty lovely a wonderful year ahead
i thank her for being understanding
and so sorry for her to wait for me ..
i will be there for you always ok
manji-san

OMG

2009-01-24T19:20:00.003+08:00

Now is the time where i should stop for a moment and think
will getting into a relationship affect my o level?
will being the usm affect my o level?
will being who i am affect my o level?
the o level is my greatest exam to my future
will it affect me ?
will it?
today keep relaxing and sleep
now feeling a lot better haha
then sms my pretty lovely
then the more we sms the more we go off topic
and we talk about relationship
haha
then now it is a matter of time and fate to what will happen next
now how will i know what to do
should i follow my heart or ..
manji-san thinking in circles
now i am relaxing and dun wish to think about it first
haha
manji-san .....
i never been in an relationship before
very scared and confused
so unsure about relationship hai
want go ask someone but cannot
OMG someone please help me
manji-san

Interesting day i have despite being sick

2009-01-23T18:54:00.002+08:00

today was quite a headache
come to school sleep in class
very sick omg
then got test the test was pretty ok haha
before test we have class party then
i eat with louis and jason then go back class
emo at the door with haziq tzu ying and liou jing
haha so funny
i ly down in the class smsing omg so cool
then got the concert
Wow fun and funny
i just go put a chair ppl cheer for me
so ps and funny
the concert was ok then a problem came
but with out quick thinking we solve it in
just a matters of minutes haha
then every thing was ok haha
dismiss
went to my bro class then see them changing in class omg then
they keeping fighting over stuff
dun wish to say on
then went century cut hair and eat at jacks
then chiong to the clinic see doctor haha
then just now something happen
haha
dun tell u all
ok
manji-san bored

.....

2009-01-22T19:26:00.002+08:00

yeah peter replied my email.
i will take note of your email
thanks peter.
life is now back on track but on the edges
OMG yesterday do funny funny stuff
private so cannot shared haha.
wa * karen arh very ,,,,,,
anyhow one,
i now madeline bro haha
tell him then confirm got show see
haha
then worst thing was sec1 was there
ps melu OMG
manji-san blushing haha
last night very quite interesting.very sick OMG
today also hai
then today cannot think then cannot do emath test then everything cannot absorb but
the weird thing is
i can absorb and learn bio OMG
so weird
manji-san shocked
then got ncc hai
waited from 145 to 345
so long omg sit there got adli li cheng and sheng fatt help me
thank you all for being there for me
love you all
then ncc ppl keep throwing me their rubbish then i just throw or burn it haha
hai today only 11 sec 1 come
so sad
sec 3 cadets OMG cmi ......but i will do my best in changing that
i went home becos cannot take it
then now blablah .....
manji-san bored
now my new goal is to be the top cardiac specialist in singapore and the world
i want to find a permament cure for coronory heart disease .
i now need to work on 7 "A"s for my o level
i will study really really hard
but now need to get well to do that
this disease might be the new beginning of my Os life hehe
i feel so lonely and sian when i am not with the sec 1 s
i feel happy and able to do anything with them around
so strong with my pretty lovely but the illness got in the way
manji-san hai :(
haha now new purpose in my life haha
with my pretty lovely , the sec 1 s and councilors i can do the impossible
i will make the impossible into possible haha
may god be with us all
Amen
manji-san truely
life is so fun with great support u can fly
life is so great by staying in love
life is so interesting when you are being loved
life is a wonder as there is a mystery in every corner
life is the best gift god have given anyhow
so
manji-san wish and pray
that you all will love life ok
manji-san tired le

yeah so happy but sick hai

2009-01-20T21:09:00.006+08:00

i written email to ernest and peter haha
i hope they will help me yeah
i had put my duties aside for time with my pretty lovely
was it worth it ?
i think yes
today rather busy
need to do ncc stuff
need to do cny rehearsal
haha then go out ghosting hunting they call it
lol but i folo haha
then went around doing nothing and having fun haha
i am sick hai
got so many hw
but i can do it
i can win the battle
i believe i will.
rather weird to have consistent ppl asking if i like her
well i cannot tell the answer yet as time is not ripe haha
i say cannot blog but still blog so
there are more to it i guess
how can i improve life ?

this is something ken write let me share with you all

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

New Earth Inspiration - Flapping Ducks

Dear friends,

Some of you may be curious to read the title, Flapping Ducks. Well, just a little something (yet profound) which I would like to share with you, something that I learnt from the wonderful book, A New Earth.

In the book, Mr Eckhart Tolle wrote on his observations on ducks. He noted that immediately after two ducks finishes a fight, they would swim away in separate directions, flap their wings vigorously and then float around as if nothing has happened. And he explained that through flapping their wings, the ducks were able to release all the negative energy that was built up during the fight and they do it immediately. So, the ducks are able to revert to the calm state almost immediately.

Imagine, how wonderful it would be if we can do the same. But alas...alot of us can't do it. Or rather, we "chose" not to.

Everyday of our lives, we face challenges, quarrels or fights and huge amounts of negative energy and emotions are built up within us. And more often than not, we keep that energy in us and that energy grows, to the point of hurting us in the end. Question to ponder over, is it worth it?

Of course not. But the strange thing is, the one who allows the hurt to grow and to build up, is none other than ourselves. It is we that who are not willing to forgive, to let go and to forget. Why? It all goes back to our EGO, the identification with things, whether tangible or intangible.

Think about it, unless involves the safety and future of another, a fight (either emotionally, physically or verbally) is usually started because we feel that something is right and we are defending it against another. It is usually started because of a clash of what you believe in, and what the other party believes in.

"It's mine."

"You're wrong."

"That's not true."

"I am correct."

"I don't agree with that."

"I am offended."

"What're you talking about?"

"That's absurd."

"Oh, why can't you shut up."

And to make matters worse, even after when the fight is finished, your mind still holds the scenes of the fight, repeating it in your mind, again and again and again and again.

Recall...all the fights you have ever had...and you would see that this is so true.

But the question is...Is what you think truly right? Is what the other person says, truly wrong? How certain are you? Could it be possible that, there could be flaws in your own ideas? Could it be possible that, there could be truth in the other person's thoughts?

And unless you are arguing about the natural laws of life (like gravity, heat, earth revolving around the sun, aging, etc), can you really be so certain that your way is the right way? And if not, is there truly a need for the fight in the first place?

What I would just like to ask, is it worth getting upset, hurt, angry or sad just to win an argument or fight? Is it worth hurting and upsetting another just to get your point across? If it doesn't hurt anyone, wouldn't it be better to just turn your back and leave the fight? And if the fight has already happened, wouldn't it be better to just be like the ducks, flap yours wings, clear all the negative energy and just move on?

What is more important? Your health or your EGO?

You decide.

Cheers!
Ken
copyright

ok ppl
tired
manji-san

wad going on

2009-01-19T16:47:00.002+08:00

i currently very positive but when face with relationship with girls and ncc i cannot do it .
currently i need to change myself a lot so i can turn ncc upside down
currently i am lost in my way again
there are again mutli path for me to take again.
the sec 1 are really distracting me but i feel happy with them
my class is getting more dead and breaking up le hai:(
my ncc is stepping on my nerves the sirs and mad'ns too
the world i was in is going so far from me
i entering a new world that i should not be in
OMG i am lost wad should i do?
i have a huge network of people but all are not really good frens
have a few but not in the same positions as me
i am getting to know new frens from tagged which is so weird OMG
i dun know if i really like ......... or not but mainly i think so
feel for her care for her and so on...
my frens of zhengzhou now holiday so good
now randomly contacting them OMg they change so much.
i got a feeling my life this year is going to be unique and strange
if i have the power to choice
i will chose the path in which success is there and my pretty lovely supporting me
i hope the world will be a better place for me and my frens esp my pretty lovely
homework is now not a problem it is now how i can finish it ...
i want to set my goals and dreams but i dun know why but i keep changing them
no wonder my path swayed around
God help me pls
God bless my pretty lovely
God bless my family
God bless my friends
God save me and my pretty lovely
amen
manji-san :(

Today 16th birthday

2009-01-16T21:06:00.002+08:00

i dun wish to recall what happen this few days but mostly smsing girls and studying.
today went to school in a very happy mood as jing wish me a happy birthday at 0007 so good to have a fren like her.then on the way to school jievanda wish me too ,then kai si then send wrong msg to kai si haha.then reach school dionne first to wish me face to face yeah then so on nothing much to say.then morning assembly that time weisin and jievanda give my presents thank you very much.then do nothing much nothing fun to say.then after school 1n6 ppl sms me wishing so happy.then chinese ended i went to eat then go 1n6 classroom.celebrate my birthday there yeah so fun have water parade so on haha so fun really the best moment:)then went ncc feeling went down hai..........
manji-san enjoys his moments with 1n6 ppl celebrating with me i wish to thank my pretty lovely for every thing she did for me and lovely jing for the first ever earliest wishing thank you both ..
missing u my pretty lovely
missing u always
manji-san

16 birthday on the 16 of jan

2009-01-14T21:05:00.001+08:00

yeah soon 16 ...

byebye blog for now

2009-01-14T20:58:00.002+08:00

Well i will stop blogging till the end of the o levels so sorry people i wish to achieve no other people can achieve so i will cut time on my personal life
i am inspired to get this results
english a2
chinese a1
e math a1
a math a1
bio a1
com science a1
humanities a1
7 'A's you are my
signing off
manji-san in deep regrets

this few days

2009-01-07T21:01:00.002+08:00

ARH STESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Nid do so many many mannnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy things
i cannot take it sometime i really think i want to kill myself
lot of cock up last minutes stuff omg
omg OMG feel like running off my life path
i w'ish to hide somewhere to destress let it all out hai
ncc
sc
school
o level
leadership
hai
sec 1
1n6 few hai..........
manji-san

life these days

2009-01-06T21:42:00.003+08:00

start the new year in school leading sec 1 yeah .
i volunteer to take 1 n 6 since i took it last year so i decide to challenge myself.
the day started with the pds performance ,lopez ask me who did better well i cannot decide as the factors were different i give my respect to npcc as without music they still continue and nv give up.
the leaders fall in and do final stuff and off we go,we all chiong to hall and took our class,
upon looking at them my fears will back hai,so at the start we could not do much.
we collect stuff and do intro and then group them . well reflecting on my actions i fail but i change ober time i should have been confident and do things the way i want but instead i was shy hai feeling remorse now...
after that we went to the ish to put bags i bring the class and took my style and went in fast and we waited there. the arrangement was messy so i decide my class put their bags near the railing of the ish haha. refelcting my actions i think i did the good thing but i keep saying cock up cock up very messy omg i use wrong words i should use positivte words so regretted now hai.
after that was break ice ,didnt know hat to do much but just do it our style it was sort of negatve too despite the mood ok.
they were unhappy and say we bully.omg i think i use the wrong mindset on the first day hai.but it turn out pretty ok hehe.
after that we bring them to the ish to do goal setting and group flag omg too negative all i can say i am wrong i fail so i just tell the ro then hai.
after the flag we took off to canteen for lunch ,lunch was havoc i must food ,rubbish was everyway omg we were angry and scolded ppl and then ask to clear up omg ,lunch drag so long,
it is cheers nothing much to say ,quite non-responsive then after that we move into our respective bunks with our belonging. then do freestuff.kk i will say what happen due to time
after that singalong it was better,then interaction we rested and let teacher do what they want after that change to black mode haha then stations game i will continue next time
manji-san sleepy now byebye
manji-san back on 7 jan 09
continue
stations game was quite boring as my class didnt give their full support hai .
after the games was wash up ok nothing to say except toilet flood haha then dinner then sing along then long await treasure hunt(night walk)the treasure hunt start with a story i told them and the hunt pretty we started quite stern and fierce but i was sick of it after the 2 and 3 then i have fun do normal night walk stuff haha so fun at this point i think the class bonded and we have bonds and plus 1n6 changing to a better class le hehe.
the treasure hunt i end it in the ava and went down to do debrief and off they go....we the leaders have debrief and sentry duties hai i feeling sick up to that time hai.
all went sleep hai,the morning was slow and tiring they woke up too early hai we need to morning duty sia hai shoo them back and so on.
the morning start hai and the morning pt was next it was quite ok then it was breadfast hai thenit was area cleaning i fell sick and went to rest then things went wrong hai
then interection then sing along then lunch and long long await amazing race
it was really fun hehe i enjoy the people enjoy too
wash up and preparations for camp fire and the camp fire was short and sweet hehe. then go on dun want le lah can le
manji-san tired hehe

update

2009-01-05T19:18:00.002+08:00

on the first day of school
i have camp an intro camp for the sec 1 the camp details i dun wish to say but it was good memories.
dun feel like blogging next time ppl
manji-san

tml suai today high hehe

2009-01-01T15:22:00.003+08:00

hehe school reopen tml dam got camp hai
luckily lesson as usual on tuesday got time to chiong haha
homework still haven touch hai
people pls remember bring report book today.
the performance i wish to back out le hai ...
got a haircut hai...
yesterday night was fun
so many
stay awake
for
the
COUNTDOWN
hehe
so fun but irritating
when my phone
keep
vibrating
under
my
PILLOW
hehe
manji-san in a weird mood
o level coming hehe
i wish all sec 4 my dearest fren to have the best results ever hehe
this early morning 12 plus so weird
jia yan reply haha
kis wish me
cheri too
and
lots more
i wish all teacher a happy new year
despite not ......
muahahaha
ms koh seems to have a bf hehe
hai wish all good luck tml
manji-san

new year eve

2008-12-31T20:23:00.002+08:00

Wow new year eve le so OMG school reopen like one more dayyyyyyyyyyyy
still got 4hour and 36 mins to 0000 hehe
i feel kind of stupid today
today new year eve and have to go to school teach my group the performance ,the group guys not ethu dun need to say they not working with us.
they dun understand what liou jing and i went through to prepare this if they dun want i can ask jing to stop it and we get out of the performance and see wad will happen but i guess they wont like do anything i am sorry to those who are very interested but i guess it is impossible
PLUS we need to create the formation and dance step if you all dun want then tell us and we do not need to stress over it fuss over it hai......
i think for this camp i am finished my third life hai
manji-san in a deep soup and in an angry mood!
i think that all my good frens are very nice and i cherish them to my suprise
they are mostly my primary school girls my bro still with me thank you clement
i have new best frens and they are my junior i notice secondary juniors are better then secondary school peerss !!
i wish all my good frens and my best frens and my love ones a happy new year ahead
those who are only my fren do not thick skin :(
manji-san wish all my best fren(liou jing,clement,joinng,sin miao,cheryl tang,cheryl wong,monique,rui jia,jing wen ,jievanda ,wei sin,zi nan ,jia xu,rui jun,bao jie,charmaine,hua fang,bing lin,jia yi,chris, ben10,wnyi,win ni ,jia yan.that for now) a happy new year
happy new year eve enjoy the countdown and let party.
manji-san

homework

2008-12-28T19:30:00.002+08:00

plus chinese
pandey ua says:
a maths must do whole of chpt 6
pandey ua says:
e maths must do tb
pandey ua says:
chem must do ws
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me . says:
wad tb
pandey ua says:
hist must do 4 essays(QN 2 and 3)
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me . says:
ok so on
pandey ua says:
bio must finish everyt ng on respiration and 2 essays
essay are qn 1 of respiration 1 and qn1 of respiration 2
pandey ua says:
2 respiration chpts must finish bth mcq and structured
MUST REMEMBER TO DO
manji-san

merry xmas ppl

2008-12-25T19:15:00.002+08:00

hohoho merry xmas people hohoho
santa had come and gone hohoho
but the spirit of xmas is still here
i wish everyone a merry xmas and a happy new year
i wish all my frens a merry merry xmas and a happy happy new year
i wish all my good frens a merry merry and a merry Christmas and a joyful year a ahead
i am feeling fresh and better now my path is slowly clearing hohoho
i had a repaint and now it is nicer and my feeling is better and the colour is great.
hohoho hohoho
manji-san

today

2008-12-23T10:20:00.001+08:00

ok today was pretty ok i guess still feeling sick no idea why
the feeling is rather complicated haha.
wait i forgot something oh yeah today is su xuan birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SU XUAN!
haha back to topic
i now feel like changing the blog add to i hate my life
i now feel like i got problems in both life and all
i now feel that i am emoing now
i now sort of feel lovesick(not sure myself)
i now feel i cannot juggle studies and cca
i now feel i am being slow in studies
i now feel i am going to suffer on the 2 day of school
i now feel like killing myself
i now feel like burning all my books
i now feel so weird
i now feel my head expanding
i now feel stress
i now find no purpose in life
i am now lost
what should i do
i dun know now where my heart go my mind go and where did my love go ?i am now very lost
i feel that now people are far away and i am moving further and further from my life.
i love to lead but there are joy in it but now i feel that it is just a drama unfolding.
i think i feel so bad that i could not focus on what i am doing BUT
i am a student councillor
i am the sergeant major of my ncc unit
i am a student in 4E2
i am a leader in my district
i am the role model of my frens
arh so many role just one me how how am i going to do and what i am going to do
i have no idea how i am going to do my homework how?lock myself in school to finish
?i cannot focus at home now arh
but i am scared of pain :( arh
ppl i am dying again i die once now i am dying again
if i die a few more time i really will die.
i now have no interest ,no goal and nothing to inspire me
i need help but my frens can't help me my good frens can only help a bit not to talk about my family and my loves one
now ppl are not understanding cannot understand them arh life is hard but i know now my path is block by love problems studies and stress
how i am going to move oon is hard but if i can move on i will be a better person
i have so many wonderful times it is to forget
my first date,zz student ,p6 oversea trip ,p4 moment with ssl,p5 camp ,sec1 camp,sec3 camp,sec 1 orientation camp and many more small details arh
but it all seem to fade on going to disappear in my head oh no
WHAT SHOULD I DO?
manji-san

precamp

2008-12-22T19:31:00.002+08:00

sad and happy
well today was the precamp,i was quite ethu lawl but i was pretty sad.
i made new frens who are going to sec3 next year pretty interesting.
today was better i guess haha still need prepared for performance.
i was sad as someone keep avoiding me well that was a pretty weird feeling i dun know whether i should say is sad hai.
well feeling rather sick now sian not feeling well maybe it is about that feeling or who knows wad it could be hai
so depressed now,still got a lot of ncc stuffs and pds and what lopez say omg omg .
signing off
manji-san

life

2008-12-21T19:29:00.000+08:00

wow lots of things to do
lopez call me and lots of things to do

joy for chrismas and new year

2008-12-18T08:23:00.002+08:00

yeah yeah
new year is coming hai o level also coming soon so sian
well going to get busy real busy
chiong homework
do camp
do ncc stuff
study
and lot more omg
wonder if can finish well i pray hard
rather weird past few days
playing warcraft and slacking plus smsing
omg omg omg
sian now going nuts becoz of this but i guess i will have to study and study and study
a math is one subject that i will die if i dun revise bio keywords is a killer for me if i dun spell correctly my bio gone too my language suxs so byebye el cl and his plus ss so to change all this only way is
TO STUDY AND REVISE
well well that for all crap (it is iseful)

now now later got 2 things to settle one is sc meeting for tomorrow and precamp omg omg haha
sian must wear black shoe for today then no fun past few day was either warcraft or go out nothing better to do sian.nothing to blog for now

arh so happy to re sms someone le hahaha lolx
looking forward to my ps fren meeting

signing off
manji-san

stress coming in

2008-12-12T16:23:00.002+08:00

arh so many hw haven do omg and frens gathering and camps sian dying soon

arh stressful now still got my primary school frens want me go their concert and need find more ppl stress STRESS.have no mood to blog le feel like it going to die also

someone and i the feeling was confused lol

signing off
manji-san

past few days in lifeback

2008-12-11T16:00:00.002+08:00

OMG so sian nowadays going out was 1 of them
yesterday went out with brian and my bro went to cathay and watch bolt OMG it was so good (for me lol) haha then before that went eat lunch with jap qb something like that you guess it we went cathay building,went cds shopping lol so sian for me nothing to do there just walk with them.hai so boring to chat about that.after the movie went plaza sin play piloting boy it was fun then walk around yamaha and see see touch touch lol then went home lo nothing else to do.
today got ncc meeting i settle everything needed for it and great we done something then we chat about our expericence in obs and camp pin haha and joke around then went out to eat then then went back school le chat with marcus with a lot of things mar keep it between us.
dun wish to talk more on it later need update cca blog le hai
so weird to not sms to someone but life gets on right haha just miss it so much hai guess i dun know why i feel like this lol.hai today weisin and jv run like hell haha when see me so weird and funny .well i enjoy today and someone is also enjoying life haha
signing off
manji-san

past few days

2008-12-09T18:13:00.002+08:00

freezing sia
past few days basically went out do some shopping here and there .nothing much.past few day raining it was so cooling and cold sian keept warm at home haha lolx..
nothing to do much and now going back to life..

camp pinnacle

2008-12-06T17:56:00.003+08:00

OMG early morning took the second train to boon lay so dam tired saw np ,ns men and many more so squeezing,i was tinking should have no one since it to the end.to my shock i was wrong,i now dare to say boon lay is the buziest station in the green line OMG.nvm off topic lol.
waited at boon lay ,see lots of ncc ppl but mostly west one (since they live nearer)wait for a while the bus come ppl calling each other (yeah me and wy first bus there)during waiting time talk with wy and annisa haha lol.
reach sispec and wow i say 4 men faster then the first bus lol.we check in and found ourselves in hotel 2 saw mostly east and air frens there too so happy and surrender phone.then put our barang barang and place in a room lol.after all come we report strength and stuff then i notice my hotel coy was all guys no girls at all ,you will laugh at what went on haha.
we took off to charlie coy area to have the intro so sry cannot say what is it about but it is about camp pin haha.had the intro went back hotel coy line and and went into our bunks and change the particulars.dun wish to drag so i will just write roughly
we have lunch and then have a talk and then visit igts a system use in the army lol we can only see not hands on sian lol we wasted our time but we have fun watching them haha clt cannot shoot well HAHA
then after that was dinner had dinner then went back bunk and area cleaning and suff and some short planning for camp pin night haha.at some time we come to coy line and have night snak then went to sleep le.
second day fall in at 6 50 then eat breadfast then went to syfc and 35sce visit the eq wow syfc has the best things we have a lot of fun haha then we have a army talk at 35 sce and boy we have lots of questions haha then in bewteen have lunch haha
went back sispec take dinner and then camp pin night prepares haha then have night snack then sleep.
third day fall in at 645 eat breadfast then go PLAB and AM ,we have a c130 right boy it was fun flying in the air the g force and gravity wow the view of singapore was so different love it man.and went to AM have a quiz haha lol. went back sispec have dinner then have camp pin night ,cannot say what we do but can roughly say abt it we hotel coy do all gay-like performance ha so funny j coy do all those like us hotel envy one haha.then we have a stupid debate and a blowing competition between clts blow what dun tell you all haha.after that have night snack then sleep.
fourth day, fall in at 640 then eat breadfast then went to SC and TC we went there have a fun time at NDU and have a navy talk at TC wasted as it rain cannot go onboard ships Hai but have fun.then went back sispec had stand by bed and cheer com after stand by bed we was so clean my bunk out shine others lol,cheer com we hotel win cos of our clts so funny and quick minded all the cheers so funny and fun. then after all that night snack then sleep.
last day hai eat breadfast then went SV see lots of things that cannot be shared sorry.then have lunch a talk and then badge then book out lol yeah finally.went home
every night sleep quite ok think of my loves one lol guess wad have i miss someone haha
this wad i can shared the rest is your imagination haha
sat went out with my bro and mom went to bedok and kgcc haha then went to kws with my dad visit ah ma haha that it basically haha
signing off
manji-san

haha

2008-11-30T19:02:00.003+08:00

ps all the pic here now haha

going to stop blogging for a while because of camp pin haha
sorry yesterday busy so never blog
yesterday was fun
starting with miss deepa wedding i will post pics,pic can talk i guess
then have a psg hw chalet same thing haha
today went out ,family day next time blog about it
i remember a auntie fall down my mom incident haha
that for now bye
signing off
manji-san

2008-11-28T18:09:00.000+08:00

Nothing to blog same as yesterday blah blah
signing off
manji-san

so feel like dead

2008-11-27T16:48:00.002+08:00

today was sian dun feel like boring really nothing much .watching tv smsing jing doing housechores play with bro talk with family msn and blogging nothing much today.
wish all obs people to enjoy and have fun never give up and thrive on become a better leader ,the obs oversea is going to be harsh my primary school frens who are going find my frens from bedok view,good luck sisters and bros.those local it is fun but short so enjoy while you can my frens going good luck my spirit is there to oversee you all may god bless you all amen.
good bye obs people tml the big day for oversea ,local still got a few days lol,my camp pin is soon cant wait to see my good frens in ncc hahahahahahha:)
Well have a harsh time this month and next month arh my book lock in school OMG how ,wad should i do lol.i need give fas form too arh so sian
nobody sms their pairing and groupings OMG look like i will pair and group them i think,time flies so this must hurry ,
WTH ,so many things arh homework cannot do cos in school OMG die so little time ,still got SHINE OMG going to explode sia ..
Jing and i sort of bicker today lol haha quite funny though ,
sisters so how our chrismas party and celebrations coming about?Wenyi ,Bing Lin,Jiayi?
bro how i wonder where the place we want?Chris ,Clement,Deon?
hai so sian byebye next time now not in the mood sia
signing off
manji-san

shikafu haha

2008-11-26T17:33:00.002+08:00

today was rather interesting haha
firstly i found out something about my birthday here it is
You always follow the good and the right instead of listening to your heart. Another word, you are a perfectionist. You care for every word people say about you. You often seen isolated while you are, by nature, curious and a dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make your dream comes true. Your Love, You often fall in love with a person who is much different from you, in age and other aspects. Your relationship grows on friendship. Love at fist sight is not your style.
Wow ,it pretty true i bet you all dun know where i get it haha lols. i believe in it because really love at first sight or crush never had a opening but an end lol haha,my relationships with people grew on friendship i guess it is true with qq that one i think i have no choice but to believe the now i closest to is also by growing friendship how true can be be haha,so i think jy is only first sight so it is not my style i guess so why not i start to increase my friendship haha let see what will happen.the part where i am a perfectionist is quite true also haha i remember having a mind game and in the end the result is ,i am cold and a perfectionist lol .who ever caome out with the info i get must be very smart i think haha lol
Back to today,i was feeling rather weird yesterday i must say,i feel like a fool walking in a empty pond where everything seem weird well well you see,my first week in nov was so horrible i keep offending people ,make people angry piss off,second week was pretty nasty also i put salts on the wounds OMG this month sort of suxs but the ending of the month was pretty nice in the 3 week i had a crazy magnet lol dun tell you wad it is about then the wound heals and yeah back to life and then me and jing sudden became quite close haha ,now the last week dun know what coming fre more day it is going to be dec who knows what might come after this first week of dec is camp pin so nothing much haha i HOPE.
today was strang i guess i woke up in the morning and pack my bed without people telling me first time strang then the whole day i been doing house chores wow so different today it is like yester shell broke and now i a fool walking on water i cant help it but i keep doing things and more things.went to tanjong pagar,give newspaper then eat then went market buy fruits and vege haha then went home now blogging sian dun wish to nag on le now chatting with hui yi a great leader and fren who is now busy with exams haha.
jing enjoy :) haha today has teh shortest sms with jing so cool i actually miss her but see her in my mind can le lolx then good thing my batt still long way to go yeah haha lolx
signing off
manji-san

hot hot and got red skin haha

2008-11-25T18:20:00.002+08:00

Today pretty weird
went out today with my bro brian mahesan safeel ,meet at bedok inter at 845
sia la they late like wad sia one came 9 another came 920 wth ,so waited for them at mac when all reach right safeel said 'just come so wait another 30 min' i was pissed off and went off they folo soon,walk to the end of the bus inter saw annisa she was alone going parkway parade then walk to the centre and mahesan they all do stupid things i ps no face walk away then 197 was in service all boarded.
i chatted with annisa finding out she going camp pin too yeah so weird spec course endo rompin senior spec shooting com all see her lol haha thne sad thing i find out she ASM hai i thought she USM sia haha
Reach tao nan primary and alighted walk to the basketball court found out then it is marine cresent block 30 then remember jing live here so sms her i found out where le yeah so happy lol but she at school doing stuff so sad not fated to meet her .
play basketball and soccer ,teach my bro and brian basketball shooting and basic lays up haha time for break went 7-11 buy drinks then walk ...
went to marine library to meet ppl then safeel directed the ball to a car i angry and ignore ps wad lol.then walk to toliet have break lol then play a while there then went to the parkway parade to eat on the way...
safeel play the ball i piss and say every one bounce 10 push up, sms jing then found out she home so sad so not fated to meet hai , then add up to 360 when reach,went into yahama music school check courses then went to banquet to eat lol dun want to see what happen then walk back to bb court then mah and saf went to bedok lol by then add up to 610 le lol.
went back there play until 430 lol during it i was wondering where jing could be then still ill-fated never see her lol ,my bro and brian went buy drinks then come back that time shout up to vera house so funny sia haha went know about ask my bro or read his blog go find haha.
then take bus home hahaha so tired and dun wish to nag on and on so next time then haha
signing off
manji-san

boring boring and bored to death

2008-11-24T16:17:00.005+08:00

today had a short ncc meeting lol
meet at school at 11 the nwe all come one was the obs side and another the school side i claim back my forms and start the meeting when almost everyone was here ,lian jie was stupid to wear fling flop to school resulting cannot go in school somemore they try to fool the guards sigh dots..then maurice came in home clothes worst somemore want to do ic OMG....
during meeting , a parent ask me question about the school and i answer them proundly so cool to tell people about our school now i know how a parent feel booasting about their children haha,plus what the parent tell my group and daughter confirm i am the leader wow i feel so proud haha feel so powerful,lol back to topic ,i make sure everyone was clear but making all of them to repeat wad i said ,yes i pratice my 5 pratices as a leader haha
after the meeting went out with jx lj and marcus to the back,buy some drinks and some finger food at the pasam malur(dun noe how spell)haha then jx was so nagging keep whinning ,complainning OMG cannot tahan them then i keep my mouth shut and think of other things then realised my phone setting wrong then went edit then walk to bedok army shop sian still keep nagging.
i was thinking that jing so lucky with mother studying doing stuff confirm having fun plus going to pack bag for japan trip so envy her.BTW happy trip if you are reading it,bon voyaye i think it is like this haha ,have fun and look forward to tomorrow , remember to post about it lol.LOL NOT GOING LE HA SO SORRY POST WRoNG
back to topic ,then walk to army shop they stll nagging OMG then marcus dun dare buy mm badge ,i mean marksman badge i buy for him lol $4.50 so exp OMG plus need poke 2 hole then can use one sigh dots...
sit around there then chatt a while then walk to bedok inter still nagging OMG,i didnt know he was so nagging until today ,cannot take it chiong first then folo lol .lj first depart from this group and went home then all walk by kfc then 7-11 then walk toward bus stop then marcus turn right to the bus inter then jx was putting his arm on his shoulder and nagging walk wiith them ps sia
marcus went off fast i chiong into mrt not waiting nor talking so cool then take train home lol , so sian sia the trip home
call my bro and found out that they at market went to find them and ate durian ice kacang haha then walk home half way went barber cut hair now so short sian
went home ,reach home play dm then now blogging and at the same time wen xin keep asking me about stupid stuff i show you
wenxin says:
hi
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
hi
wenxin says:
i heard wad happened the other day. u went wif ** to *******?
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
so wad
wenxin says:
the person asked if she is ur** n u said nt yet
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
so wad
wenxin says:
i find it funny
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
why
wenxin says:
so wad's**'s reaction?
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
why u ask me
wenxin says:
she was quite piss off by u tt time...
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
when is that i must ask
wenxin says:
hmm. remember the SC meeting, before the camp?
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
no idea
wenxin says:
that time she had some lesson or sth
wenxin says:
zzz
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
why she piss off
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
wad the exact date
wenxin says:
n will u rattle off to her wad i told u?
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
that will depend
wenxin says:
bye
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
when got sc meeting before camp
wenxin says:
hav
wenxin says:
they give packing list
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
6 nov
wenxin says:
duno wad exact date lah
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
that so dots
wenxin says:
ew
wenxin says:
tt sound so gay
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
i think is 7
wenxin says:
okok
wenxin says:
around tt period of time
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
i noe why le
wenxin says:
y?
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
i change the topic
wenxin says:
eh
wenxin says:
nt tt day lehh
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
then
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
how i piss her
wenxin says:
A PERIOD OF TIME
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
the sms is only 4 and then 7
wenxin says:
hu say is sms
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
then>
wenxin says:
wad eva u cant give me ur word then bye
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
i wont tell ok
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
so wad is it
wenxin says:
hm
wenxin says:
first i ask u 1 q
wenxin says:
hu u****
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
why u ask
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
we talk about it le
wenxin says:
when?
wenxin says:
hu is it?
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
why must tell u its better us
wenxin says:
haha
wenxin says:
ok forget it then cuz its of relation to that
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
then it is 7
wenxin says:
zzz
wenxin says:
np
wenxin says:
no lah
wenxin says:
zzz
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
just say lah
wenxin says:
pretend tt i nva say anything.
wenxin says:
bye
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
just ask if not i ask **
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
say8
[[*Rayz*]]**++= what do u think love is for?lightningdoll asks me , new blog i-lovemy-life.blogspot.com says:
say*
wenxin says:
haah
sian right stupid right i censor same haha. then now gtg next time haha
signning off
manji-san

weird day

2008-11-23T14:57:00.002+08:00

Ha ha today was so boring
watch tv read book and basically do nothing so sian
but later can have fun yeah yeah going to chris house to celebrate his birthday it going to be fun.
well i learnt a lot today
i read about haunting stories and learnt my japanese name so long sian
watashiwa chikatoji meikutoji miridokuto shikafurinmotote
i am Tang Weng Chuen Raymond
haha so long OMG
i learn also to give ppl their space but the process was fun haha first time ever i feel this way ,normally my first crush with ssl end up in such a diasaster OMG dun wish to remember about it.But the second time i was stupid to anyhow ask a person who i dun like and luckly i must say it didnt work out dots...sigh
this time was pretty different i must say even though ppl think i like jy but my mind seems to be on someone instead so funny,so let see how we will end up haha.WE are good frens lol right jing haha.
OMG wei yang find me very like 5 yrs old where they start to ask a lot of questions i just bloody hell ask one question he drag until so long then never give me answer and ask me to shut up and stop asking so many questions OMG i am pretty sad by that all i wanted to do is make what i said to be reality that all and they do all this haha hate this people.
BUT like have to go on right this are only small stuff in your path you can chose to kick it a side or take it and add on ,i decide to kick it away .
i like being myself who i am what i am ,i dun care about what stupid ppl comment on me because they have thinking disabilites haha i care about those who feel for me those who now who i am and treasure me cherish me , having these frens is enough but i had a huge network but all of them are just ppl who i need to spread things i dun actually think they will care about it.
if you say someone a riddle that the answer is themselve then i tell you they never will guess the true meaning you ask a ghost this riddle
i nothing fear but morning bird-song
My heart is still, but still it longs.
by day i am gone ,by night i show clear
Now riddle-me-ree-a
what be i?
they will never say it is ghost they will guess other answer but not themselves for they are hiding the truth about themselve they dun wish to know it is themselve that the true thing about life.you speak so negative that the person dun want to know dun want to see its themselves but when people go overboard they just ignore or they just change so which shall you be all my frens
not my best frens but all my frens all my best frens are the best they are not negative bor overly positive they are just right if you can see.sigh the world so simple yet ppl think it is complicated.
people may see that 3e2 has teamwork and class spirit but they dun know what under that i wish to say it but i cant as it is really not suitable .
you may see 3e1 not bonded but they have something in common ,which is their results they fight and fight just for that little glory wow i must say they have a shared vision and is really one team..despite not winning they learnt new things they just wont fall down and fdo nothing OMG
so many weird things people dun see as a leader i must see from which two point i can believe and take the common fact so i will make the correct jugement,
all people in life are special it is how you view them and cherish them so starting looking in yourself and around your those that love you are in them so open your hearts and find your way...
signing off
manji-san

yeah yeah hws move le.....

2008-11-22T16:56:00.003+08:00

Today was the hong wen moving day.
early in the morning ppl gather ,staff,psg,and many more..we all gather at 830 am the ceremony will start at 9.it is very rare to be invited haha ,the brochures they give was one of the rare you can ever wish for, it start with the school song with the school flag lowering in the school(vict st).then we will walk to the new school(tower)then have the opening ceremony and with lion dance and cutting of the thing haha then school song with the school up rising haha,the ceremony has ended now was the time to view the school wow ,i tell it is as good as my school,air con hall indoor sports hall roof garden huge space wow it was four time the size of old school well i feel that everything was nice despite haven completed work....then after viewing we went canteen for a light refreshment by pu tian have nice food but no drinks lolx after eating the staff went to fight for their seats haha the rest of us either went home by walking or school bus back to old school,took the bus got a stupid car in front cannot moved ,keep saying over pa by nobody camo then went like 20 min the owner which was one of the catering then come and drove it away OMG then went home straight later got satay night
the satay night suxs ,so boring and sian dots.. dun feel like toking about it..
i will uphold this pictures after when it is ready
signing off
manji-san

angry angry and more

2008-11-21T17:14:00.002+08:00

today early morning go meet my part b then see me never greet me very piss off by that..then they play play with me i tolerate..the course sucks.the instructors sucks they tell they can boss us and make us do stupid things the course for them suck i really pity them i wish to complaint but i see it as so fly so never take it to heart then the course details were wrong some more teaching wrong stuff i was like what thing and ppl fail such a easy test i closed eyes also can do 3 option 15 question.this reflect so much on the instructors,as the saying ,people pass or fail depend on the one who teach them.i think before they start to teach people they need to attend leadership course and understand this.. OMG the course end in so long a short course like this ended at 4 plus where my cover all 5 mod but end at 6 from 8 am they cover only 2 they take so long dots.. nvm that then went home they piss me off in the train omg i am going to screw them they talk back to me show the want to fight face i hate being nice to this ppl they will show true horror next year me and sheepy going to up them so much they will cry and our target is better then AHS which is very possible if we be not nice with them..
reach lavender kena scram by stupid pen feel like a fool.come out a group of ppl gather around me saw lots of crap then pass me a pen and they demanded 4 6 10 20 50 bucks i was like wt then they say 2 bucks i quickly give and run off wth sia so injustice..so bastard one...

Happy birthday Wei Sin crazy girl obama family best girl my great daughter haha enjoy your time today so sad nv got our present be sure to get it.. haha
signing off
manji-san

fun fun and more fun haahahaa

2008-11-19T17:41:00.002+08:00

yesterday was pretty interesting went out with a girl .WEnt to escape theme park arh i dun noe if i shall blog about nah we will keep it to ourself haha....then went to 3e1 chalet sian play bb then went off at 9 bring her home and went home haha..
today got shooting com today i shoot none my worst results plus i first time ia sian then biased sia the rifle .sir take can i take cannot sia wt,had a worst time ever dun want blog le
signning off
manji-san

byebye old me and hello to new me

2008-11-17T20:05:00.002+08:00

last time i have high ego proud and more flaws but i have say good bye to them and now i am a better person a better leader thank martin tan ,alex fan and janice for teaching me alot and inspire me thank you very much.i am a change person if you can see but ppl see the negative and not positive so i will change the mindset of people i will change things since everyone make a difference why can't you if you dun take the first step who will.

this was my speech in the course
I have a dream by me
i have a dream that the world will be different
i have a dream thet the world a greater place
i have a dream that money doesn't exist

we will have freedom and work under one leader,that there be no war
we will have a future in space,far away from violence
far away from diasaster,far away form proverty
far away from war,far away from injustice
there will be peace and forever freedom

freedom shall prevail,justice uphold
no more inequality,no more bloodshed
the world shall change ,change fully

to one equal species,to one world
one people ,the homo sepiens(dun knoe how spell)
no more fear,no more tears,no more cries

i have a dream that my children will walk together in the depths of hell,stairs of heaven
i have a dream ,people regardless of colour or reglion
shall work together for one world
we shall change,for a better future , a common dream

i have a dream for councillor too but i will not write it yet
i have a dream for ncc too but i will not write it yet

Boring And funny day haha

2008-11-17T19:54:00.002+08:00

Today early morning got meeting then had a long meeting so many things so little time.
had a long meeting then play basketball with hou ping marcus lian jie ,jer , a kid and 4 ite guys wow had a great time haha then got one part when hou ping shoot too hard then hit an auntie lian jie go take he kena scold 'kena na yao si ah chibai' we was like wt you know then keep nagging and whinning we say sorry but she too mindful and keep scolding bads words hehe then went home pass the names to mr zaldy and sleep then sms liou jing then all i think for today...
signing off
manji-san

out and back hehe

2008-11-16T13:27:00.002+08:00

Wow the 12 nov was a recovering day then need go for camp the next day busy and going to be out of the news hai.13 and 14 nov were the sc camps yeah first time enjoy in a sc camp really .my group was obama family and i am the obama head and then there were sons and daughters so fun.the camp we bond make new cheers and many more dun tell all later no fun le i won best camper male and wei sin my 'daughter'won best camper female our gp also won most ethu gp so good we can win all 5 prize but we let it go and win 3 out of 5 shiok...then i know i was going to be usm after the camp when zaldy told me haha sian a problem might arise due to this .
then 15 nov was graguation day and prom night,help out the full day fun and so high then i was the middle man solving the conflict of teh sec 3 so wierd that i taking the first step for sc maybe the course work for me haha now solving soon now i am working to become one of the great leaders but cannot neglect my studies any one kind enough tell me wad home work hai today was sian so nothing about it tml got ncc meeting yeah lots of things to do so little time full schelude .21 is wei sin birthday buying present for her haha so more things and miss deepa wedding omg need to do alot..
so busy signing off
manji-san

LAst few days....

2008-11-12T18:12:00.003+08:00

from 9 t0 11 got chalet haha
on the 9 went to chalet alone walk from pasir ris to the chalet ,tiring man. ha sian next time then talk about it if want more details of the class please go to jeremy or marcus or any 3e2 blog i think i too lazy to talk about it

life of me

2008-11-09T12:06:00.002+08:00

Sian hai
this few days maybe weeks keep offending people dun know why but my horoscope and the zodic is the cause of it i think.
hai people say that their best fren will be their secondary school frens but i dun thinks so because i am neglected by them and somehow i feel the sense of belonging getting lower.
i prefer my primary school frens when you need them they were always be there not like the frens i have now all so bastard one all so easy ps people one not good frens at all somehow i dun feel like studying in my present school i feel like going to a school where all my true frens are there.i hope i get great results next year and no need to see them ever again i think then i will still stay close with my primary school frens and my new frens i suppose.
i dun know why but i am feeling rather down lately and feel like anti social my secondary school frens and go know people from other school ,they are better frens then my present ones.
i dun know why but i think i were never like any of my present school girls sia.
i noticed that if you anti people you have a better life being alone not depending on ppl always.
later having a class chalet i think i were anti them lol only a few i wont ba i guess.

today

2008-11-08T19:06:00.002+08:00

Haha today was weird and funny
today i miss my ss lesson because firstly i forgot and secondly overslept hehe
then had a stupid time till 1 haha then have fun.meet at kallang there with chris ,wenyi and bro then take bus 12 stop somewhere then walk to kallang leisure park hehe
playing bowling for the first time and not too bad first game my bro won haha then second game i won so happy sia
then went acrade play sian sia play gogoball so little balls one hai then play car race wow crazy sia then went home haha ....dun tell you all haha

...life today

2008-11-06T18:07:00.004+08:00

today morning have many boring lesson so boring i was bored to death so many thing so little time never know what might be at the next corner.today lesson do work work and more work plus so many homework arhhhhhhhhh....
after lesson got sc meeting sian then went to play basket ball so sian but enjoy it play until sc meeting start ,learn a lot today haha then the meeting so bo liao one lo.go in fast fast go out haha .then play basketball then the netball got match we play till they start the match was with seng kang i guess haha
then went home then plan an outing sia...dun wish to talk about it
funny thing today
-marcus got hit by the ball for second time hehe sad sia then the specs spolit haha

...life today

2008-11-06T18:07:00.000+08:00

Today

2008-11-05T20:51:00.002+08:00

today was quite ok,have structured lesson till 1.20 cause cai luo shi say one then need to chinese newspaper report sian all never do no inspiration i manage to finish but was shock jy didn't do then had bio spa mock at 130 ended around 3. then went to the train station straight then went up to the platform and call my mom tell her i going out call jia yi about today meeting and chris for details then he ask me to go taxi stand take taxi sia .
i waited for 10 minutes for him sia lah he playing dota with frens then saw chongqi he ps at last min then sent chris fren home then went to bugis,saw wei jie and chee kia during waiting saw miao wen and zheng wei.
reaching bugis jiayi hurry us haha so funny meet at aroung fountain tehn buy ticks ben treat us haha .then went mac to eat sit in a weird formation haha then went arc see see then go up shop then went movies...
Movie was ok lah then walk down saw qiong que with a unknown guy and then nothing happened hehe then walk to sim lim as chris need do thing with psp then walk jia yi home
finally ben went mrt by farrer park me and chris walk to lavender then chris buy med size coke halfway and reach home and chris went to his fren chalet haha ....
discuss about ben with jiayi haha........ today went pass so fast now watching tv
singing off manji-san

Yeah so HAPPY

2008-11-04T18:05:00.002+08:00

wow,this few days so guilty cannot dare to face her .i have a tough time after offending her the world just seem to stop cannot do anything much cannot think properly but all this has ended.finally she not angry with me le yeah so happy i feel like i flying thank you ,thanks for all ur support,liou jing and amanda(RGS).
well today have a long and tiring day,i study hard and play hard i feel so bless that bio no matter how you try its hard to fail and there is no way you can have a free period in bio but lit on the other hand is weird they seem happy but they have so many few period and are failing lit omg i thinking i must thanks ms sharifah for helping me chose this,now got a great class and weird frens haha...
basketball seems to have become popular with guys no idea why like just keep like playing horse haha but i also observed two shy people do not dare to play with us only sitting there and watching us so if you read this come and play with us hehe
Now looking forward to the chalet despite having leadership training on 10 and 11 and the chalet is on 9,10,11.well i guess i have to go with shermin in what she decide lo we are tied in this and we wanted to go have fun in chalet i think everyone have lots of problems too like cca and stuff never ending
signing off manji-san

Sad and Happy

2008-11-02T20:07:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a fun day i have a slack morning and a busy afternoon and an enjoyable night haha
afternoon need to contract so many ppl sia then i offend a girl i like omg crazy le.then meet mt ps frens at pasir ris then went to ntuc buy stuff then my fren was so honest resulting in no champage sian then the chalet sucks but with a group of great frens it end up great dun wish to share haha reach home 12 plus saw p at geylang and ppl having Fcuk at void deck sia unlucky today was ok but the girl i like still angry sian die le hehe someone please help me.......

BOring

2008-10-20T18:08:00.002+08:00

Dam!@#$%
This few days getting boring rather have normal lessons at least can study more haha..sian now need to study more ,if i want to get my course.
this few day dam sian cannot do anything much so sian cannot blog about it ,it will bored ppl to death.

Worst,,,

2008-10-17T21:24:00.002+08:00

Today is really sian sia
normal day so boring sia , in the morning got a sc meeting(Private) a lot of things last for so long that i miss about all the a math sian then got an interesting e math period haha then boring physic going through i never thought physic can be so boring..then eat into our recess .
recess did nothing much buy sandwich and just went off then got a stupid debate that is counted in ca then we think we taking o level next year why will we have a ca?then teh debate split into groups and we lazy to do then make a 3e2 team and we help hehe guess we will all get same grade..:)we just anyhow pass teh lesson then dimiss le then the class started to fight (frens frens playing)then jia yan kena by ck then she smash ck head sia wow then wei jie pull her hair she blamed me zhen lu and teh wei jie then after dismiss then we pull again so she can blame us and she said i die but i am already dead haha.
then got a briefing then a lot of crap and never include me haha..then ncc a lot of things lah dun want talk about it just mainly tests..
today was worst and wierd .Now chatting with zz frens Byee....

Today

2008-10-16T18:41:00.002+08:00

....Today
boring and useless day
NOrmal school day but started with bio with mdm Rao going through our bio mcq paper then pe boring game joke sia then free period till recess ,recess went to eat as a huge group..haha then after that stupid quiz then everything just didnt go well and only thing that rise our mood was our class spirit and with that we won haha...then went for meeting for leadership thing then ncc side mess up arhhhh...dun know what to do sian..now need 5 observer for the quiz my choices now are Mr Ng Mr Zaldy,Mr Osman ,Miss Tan YS ,Miss Deepa and Miss Koh...sian sia today tml even worst free day.,

Back...

2008-10-15T18:56:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not blogging hehe dear blog
my com got troubles so it gave me problem haha nv noe wad it mean nvm
dun want talk about the break sia mainly at home watch animate
today 15 Oct 2008
full of up and downs
today was the day many waited for but not for the many who hated this day
it was a full day of results !! who would want to see their poor result but those who love it you are in need of counseling...for people who have work well great job you have done well good results are fated to be with you..WELL back to my life ppl
first paper i remember is english wow my area was fearful of this paper we could not do well in me jy hp and gwen sia the wait cause us to talk about something which in this case is animate haha we chatt crazily..the el paper result we have a close gap but was on the borderline sia i got a c5 for it
lazy to talk about all ..well for emath i got b3 wa wasted 0.4 to a2 ,amath i fail by 7 marks dam but we all seems to be happy about it dots...cl paper got b4 dam so wasted all the paper before the recess was dam all drop .......recess bored then go chat and eat in canteen
wow recess end so fast then went back to class get back bio wow got a1 sia miss deepa said i had a great improvement 18 marks she was so happy,then chem and physic came sian coz nv study much then to my suprise i got a2 haha so funny and miss koh was angry with me from her marking..then combined hum i got b3 for the first time get so high sia all was great haha finish le the result day
now for math trail sian eat le waited then the elite 4 and benard plus jason and hp went up to the ava and sit there chat play music haha then so long sia no one came then all went to the hall all cannot go in coz ppl checking paper in hall then striaght the ppl ic came and all went to the coaches and took it to t3 haha math trail start we form group my group was call elite4 haha dun feel like talking about the experience maybe ask my frens or read my frens blog hehe the trail end and blah balh went home after that...the recall the incident this morning to my frens haha..
wish fiona good luck in her test ......all a great life study hard farewell my frenss...

Late posting HEHE

2008-10-01T19:35:00.002+08:00

Firstly Happy Birthday to The 3E2 Triples(Zinger,Jeo and LuLu)hehe so sorry nv got gift cos i sort of blur not noeing weird?
long long didnt feel like blogging sia sian .today was happy and angry sia .Went out not long after awake went to vivo shop and eat sia, firstly went there by train man, flooded with people. went into daiso and spent $30 buck hehe .shop for baking stuff.Then hungry went Carls Jr eat again $30 bucks hehe .then shop at giant again for food items then again spent $30 bucks hehe play with g force my bro in shopping cart and we play around, finally took train went home on the way play again my bro got cut sad sia then went wrong exit sia haha then went back then hook onto a girl sia so melu sia haha...Went home watch tv then started baking fail sia the cup cake support weak then it fail sia so angry watch tv to cool down then eat dinner fun sia then now blogging
now yesterday...
Well remember got english paper in the morning then early morning everyone was playing sia so funny ..then lualua put wrong time everything cock up sia then chin ken was making all laughing hehe..the paper was fun then started drawing again this time spells then rem miss koh saw me drawing f1 cars on my cl paper haha so funny sia .
After el paper all of us dun noe wan go where then camp in class then finally come to an end all go vivo then wait in canteen for a period sia for lee to release sherlyn sia then the sec 1 keep dong crazy stuff hehe bought two sandwich and went off le.then all change go marinesquare then walk to mrt station.sherlyn was crazy again she was happy and sad again she not going camp pinnacle but going obs then lia and best girl cadet going sian sia..we were chatting about then.then sms to momoren then she said that wad a gang we are sia our gang got lucas,ming yew hou ping marcus jeremy derick amanda sherlyn Tzu Ying and shermin ...went out details found on shermin,tzu ying mamda derick jeremy blog have hehe...let hope marcus can have a blog soon haha

Today

2008-09-10T19:49:00.002+08:00

morning was normal today was normal today straight and fast day hehe lesson today ok i love blood and transport in human hehetoday dismiss at 1150 and wow have a tough time hehe shiok.went down meet cadets then chat with sir and thing go well.their imt cock up a lot never ask me o sirs about their doubts in the end 2 marksman 4 pass and 22 fail....then come back school.they misbehave here and there dam angry then ask them fall in and do stuff.weiyang marcus jer hou ping,shaqeez ,abdullah and me screw them we pump we make fun and we teach new things fun sia today one hehe.then we finish we all left le so all went home teach my bro one arm fold back sleeve hehe then eat now blogging and chatting with zhengzhou ppl they teacher day today so early dismiss and chatting with them now hehe miss them so much:(that today wait for a another new day but tml is hell never do a math note and ss homework a lot never do but tml bio going to be fun hehe...................

Today

2008-09-09T19:17:00.002+08:00

morning was dam slow for no reason the time today was quite slow.slow in train no one there only some sian all the regulars not there boring sia the morning was normal slowly the slow time resume hehe normal day boring sia study study sian hate it because they made lesson so boring!why? then give alot of homework they can only go through their lesson and give homework i not saying all(sorry)hehe.after school went home straight sian sia this time saw benard then talk stupid stuff sia then reach home wash up then go beach road sew rank and wanted to badges but all the shops there semi open so mostly closed sian sia sew le then went home.went home watch stupid tv and train myself .crazy le training like mad
.then eat adn now doing com stuff.tml got imt sian sia............................

Today

2008-09-08T18:40:00.001+08:00

today started out ok so funny today just went out of home and start to rain then everything went inverted hehe.in the train we were racing against the rain we went faster then the rain at paya lebar area and we reach and we walk to shool toward the direction of the rain so funny sia hehe.then reach school start to rain hahaha.come in school first time chat and do homework .
saw liou jing and we in a hurry then say hi and gone like the wind hehe actually went canteen to take umbrella as i left it there hehe.today school was boring and only lesson break fun hehe me and jeremy getting on good terms le so happy:)after school got phycis sian keep doing until end finally can go home.walk with weijie jason and daanish hehe we talk about stuff of weijie so funny . then chatt until reach there see train arriving in 1 min then chiong up hehe saw justin and we chatt all the way i nteh train so funny hehe then was smsing at the same time.reach home wanted to go ncc shop but dun feel like it hehe tthen watch tv and do stuff then eat hehe.now writing and msning at same time hehe.

today

2008-09-06T20:54:00.001+08:00

wow back to blogging hehe
today just pass out from the senior spec course haha all of us pass hehe.the course was then slack and only the second day dam busy second day mutual all dun wish to talk about it hehe .

2008-09-06T20:24:00.002+08:00

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
Liou Jing!! xD
2. Your relationship with him/her?
Best friend!! Hehe =D
3. Your five impression of him/her?
Friendly, interesting, creative, pretty and great support. ;)
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
Cheering me up when I feel scared? Hehe.
5.The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
you must have confidence in yourself.since there'no way to escape it,do it anddo it well.:)believe in yourself that you can do it and you will definitely do well.fear will only bring you what youdo not want ,so don't be scared !jia you! hehe
6. If he/she become your lover, you will?
See first!a bit weird through! xD
7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?
Well can go out more and meet each other dun miss each other hehe and talk more ? =D
8. If he/she became my enemy, you will?
Wow, so sad and well lose a great frens. > 9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
Maybe falling in love???no idea
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
Give her a really nice surprise on her birthday. :D
11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
Pretty, joyful and smart hehe
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
A emo person or busy body? hehe.for good frens they are happy about me hehe
13. The characters you love of yourself are?
Honest, responsible, caring, do things differently ,filial,most important creative . (?)
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
Sometimes lack of confidence, courage,lacking social skills > <
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
well myself hehe xD
16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
i like all of you if you give my chance you see me as a fren for those who are thank you and enjoy hehe
17. Pass this quiz to first 10 person that you can think of, how they feel about you.
1. Liou jing
2. Annisa
3. Wei Yang
4. Lian Jie
5. Wei Jie
6. Jolene Xie
7. Sin miao
8. Clement
9.Rui Jia
10.Cheryl Wong
18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
Jol Xie Nope not in relationship
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
Rui Jia, Female hehe=D
20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
sm and cheryl? They are good friends already.hehe they not les
21. What is no. 2 studying about?
Annisa F&N ,ss lit and normal hehe
22. When was the last time you had a chat?
last second
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Clement argh. Hmmm...he dun like bands onli games hehe?
24. Does no. 1 has any siblings?
yep sister hehe
25. Will you woo no.3?
Wei Yang? Not at all even if i was a girl, lol! xD
26. How abt no.7?
SM arh? Hmmm, she like cute boys who are very fair ?
27. Is no.4 Single?
Lian Jie? Yep!
28. What is the surname of no.5?
Hong Wei Jie!
29. What's the hobby of no.10?
Cheryl? well no idea like to hang out and play discipline matters
30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
RJ and Wj? Orh, they don't even know each other! Hehe!
31. Where is no.2 studying at?
katong convert.hehe xD
32. Talk something casually about no. 1.
Liou Jing? We are the best friends! great smser hehe =D
33. Where does no.9 live at?
singpaore rowell area hehe! xD
34. What colour does no. 4 like?
Lian Jie? Hmmm, I'm not sure... Maybe pink ?Hehe
35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend?
Wj and Lj? Hmmm, I think they don't know each other at all ba...
36. Does no.1 have any pets?
LIou jing? Nope i think?hehe
37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
sm? Of course! hehe xD

2008-07-23T20:13:00.002+08:00

ARGH

NO MOOD TO BLOG HOW ?

NO MOOD TO DO ANYTHING !

NO MOOD FOR STUDIES !

NO MOOD TO EMO !

NO MOOD FOR ANYTHING IN MY LIFE LE !

ARGH JUST NO MOOD FOR ANYTHING !

HOW ? HOW ? HOW ?

NEED TO ADAPT AND KILL MY TIME !

HOW ? HOW ? HOW ?

WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW?

bye bye zhengzou students

2008-07-20T14:14:00.003+08:00

bye bye zhengzou students:(
sorry for late posting not in the mood to post.
16 july
the wednesday of a new start.
basic started the day with a bang.started with the ss period wow all wait in the ava for lesson shiok air con then ss started wit ha group discuss but we cannot focus much then i went for bio ask benard to look after my buddy.the biology lesson well managed to focus abit but lots of thing going on.after bio chiong up fetch buddy and bring them to the next lesson music and our buddy were outside the muice lab we waited and finally went for e math so late but basic go through homework and summary then chiong for recess but my buddy have not dismiss yet so ask benard put my bag in the ava and wait then went in help the teacher translate lol.then went for recess then after eating went to take pics.after recess bring them to kitchen for lesson then went for el well presentation lol.then a math went to fetch our buddy and bring them to ava for a math.then a math boring then went up sit beside rui jun and we all chatted wow then make new fren rui jun.then bring them back to kitchen for their own cooking of luch yeah then went for mt basic chinese spelling then slack then bell ring chiong up fetch buddy then bring them to lab 1 for briefing then went to lunch.during the briefing took lots of pics.then went home ........
17 july
thursday
the day of a new relationships
come school in half u (but wearing track pants)then attend morning flag rising i went to do gate duty them zz students came so early then went to find them tehm they seperate into their groups went canteen in their groups and giv out name tags.wow fun then board the bus did alot of stuff play poker joke around and then 5 min after leaving we went back to school to take our breadfast lol so funny.then lost some time and went to the place late.reach there ask them form a circle for wacko and we had fun lol then eat the sandwich and went to our stations wow have fun man..the groups so into it sia run around love them took a lot of pics .then the thing ended then go free time went buy drink then shermin they all went nuts play camp stuff then saw a group of girls sitting at one side tehn went to find them .......
walk there look around then went near them and hear them sing oh my god singing english song high school musical sia then sit with them then we all started to sing the first song where the two meet .wow our relationship started like the musical..then chatted with them took pics and lots of crazy stuff well we mostly sing all the high school musical songs wow have such a great time then ask for their name and at that moment a noe what the first song of hsm meets.i had three new girls friend they are xie rui jun ,zhang zi nan and wang jia xu .then time to go take our stuff and went on the bus sit with them then wei jie sat with me then zi nan rui jun xuxu and me were chatting then wei jie lonely went behing tok something then the class were at the back doing camp stuff wanted to join but dun feel like it.then took pics and stuff .had fun then yi jing me and zi nan were playing with cameras and then went bored cos feel child.. then sit down zi nan come and sit beside me and we started singing i recording it down well we had fun tehn wei jie came back he angry cos zi nan sitting beside he nv say anything musch then went behing.then we sing again and reach school bring them to sit and then collect coupons and then bring them food then ask for their e mail numbers and address well zi nan give me her address without me asking and we promise each other to mail each other and she giv me her e mail too,rui jun give me her handphone no and e mail and then xuxu giv me her e mail.well then went collect stuff ask ms koh how to contact ppl in china then dun noe how.but anyways got it right after eating went to the ava for a presentations and well they also win then got spare time watch i not stupid 2 with them and a crazy time with them ...and time up went down with them to the foyer and chatted for a while them they weny off but before that ask where they going yes bugis and later went to follow them .in teh school after they leave saw charmaine san then chatted and then she teach me how call them yeah best then try it work and after a while charmaine san went off and i went off also.went home a while and sms them lots of stuff and at 5 went to popular buy gifts well have a long time and chise perfect gift for them then went to library waited and went behing them walk all around with them and chatted a while and stuffs went to bugis street took pics and chatted then free time at bugis then we walk together and chatted well got teacher lol not so free but took pics and have fun bonded so close with them them jiaxu gave me her no and zi nan house number and went home so sad sia.they went for dinner.went home eat and stuffs/...
later then continue tml then continue....

now continue..

17 july

joyful and very depressing friday

day started with a loud bang haha!went for ncc meeting again after flag rising.saw zhengzou students coming out with their bags and stuff then went into the galley and place it there then they went up to the ava or hall dun noe they just went to rehearsal...went back class wow the class was scolded becos some fools wrote stupid stuff on the board went back miss koh angry went off le went in the class then studied blah blah recess saw rui jun then talk very short then went off le then bell ring .went up the hall saw the zhengzou students there bring them to sit with us then wah lots of problem but manage it well.the event started wah i never know my buddy play the wind instrument(yu xin tong)and tehy dance dam well so flex better than me fiona and jy sia.the thing ended we all went up the stage take pics after that free time took the girls down and eat and well chatted but the ncc keep bothering me...well have little time with them and went to run the show .jia xu like playing the piano and i love listening to it .then went around doing stuff and at 3 like that went into 3e2 classroom saw them inside then tour around and well have great fun and have lots of memories lots of pics too.then went to set up bbq for them.me and fiona set up fire while hou ping in charge of resources .we keep busy with stuffs during bbq i regret it cos never got chance to chat with rui jun jia xu and zi nan causing them look lonely...:(but everything went well i supposed .then performace start wah zi nan sure can sing love her singing and were miss it...the nother performance take lots of pics then we went rehearsal other upside down then perform it after a marvelous performance by them all teh girls form a choir wow shock such nice voice i focus on zi nan rui jun and jai xu wow i going to miss them alot... then we perform had a great time with them then ended with a teacher singing then time to exchange gifts i first look for my buddy and gave my gift and he gave me his then find ramon and give each other gift then look for rui jun zi nan and jia xu giv them gifts and zi nan gave me back a gift i never ask anything from them coz i just love them she gave me a cute thing i love it thanks zi nan then walk around doing stuff then angela pass me a gift too a nice gift love it to tahnks angela you give me so fast and went so fast have not even thank u properly thank angela then went they eating durian i went to settle ncc stuff regret it again nv see them then went back to them and take pics and cry together.then just when they were abt to go yi jing talk to me and say i cool and handsome wow i got huge impact after that went and take pic of her before she leave.all went and help the bags and at foyer do final byes.me and zi nan dun dare hug each other we both regret it and we keep saying must mail each other and keep doing hi 5 then start to cry zi nan and me wave good bye as she went up and we both like good frens maybe little bit more .then went to jia xu shoulder and cry there she console me and we say good bye too :( all were so sad we cry on each other then she went up too the nwent find rui jun then help a girl wwith the bags and say good bye to all of them so sad we chase after teh bus and well we stay back in school for a while and we were chatting and crying.the nwent to bbq and went for camp le......dun wan tok abt camp lol sry...

15 july

2008-07-15T20:06:00.002+08:00

15 july Tues

fun and interesting day

day started normal only thing interesting is the wait for arrival of zhengzhou students.wow very excited to meet them ha lol.went for ft wow like so long sia then went for mother tongue cant wait to see them then finally bell rang and all chiong to ava wait for their arrival wow they arrived and we got buddys. there are only 10 guys and many girls but our class do not all have a buddy each.i am lucky lol got a buddy name xin tong yeah he is a nice fellow hope we had fun.went in for math and lesson onward with them fun sia.recess was ok ba there was so little food and lot of ppl ha but managed to pull through it dun noe abt today lo.went for our class and so on the cme lesson so funny sia mrs lau was on sex spree and zz students were like oh my god!wow have a great time then we leave them le sad sia but tml will meet again.after school do ncc stuff then went back school fetch bro then went home le.........

14 july

2008-07-14T21:39:00.002+08:00

14 july mon

boring yet exciting day

start with doing work again then prepared for investiture and did a lot of back stage work nv do walk in becos don dare think disappoint dear ,lovely they all ba.so sry but did a emo and gangster pose on the stage not for teh school sorry school it is for shermin only .then went through it and went for refreshment yeah tehn go back normal day le.after school went home and went to bras besah complex buy stuff then lol bb nothing much.

12/7 & 13/7

2008-07-14T21:29:00.002+08:00

The busy sad and fantastic weekend

sat 12 july,

hate that day lol,early morning need go school for stupid stuff but at least not so bad reach there 8 plus le went locker and toilet then went sit with them lo sad there do nothing much it is exco doing then listen music then really bored play chess with nop and lol loss 2 year never touch then after playing went to hall the thing start lo.me and hao jian went to the pa room emo there with nisa and do nothing lo long process lot of thing therefore i will cut short.then michelle chee hui came we played around and enjoy doing craps and then chiong off straight for bubble tea early sian drink smt weird and then all went home went home play cs forgot do hw then oh watch the legend.Then need prepared for tml trip to malaysia

sun 13 july

love the day well did lots of thing well i put pic better please wait for pics

11 july

2008-07-11T20:57:00.002+08:00

11 July 08 Friday

fun and lucky friday

morning had a great start ,wear no 4 come school for live range.come school and do my stuff in morning basically do my physic then mark attendence and went back homeroom cos it rained .in the class did nothing much emo around then after the flag rising notices and news then ms ong come to giv a briefing on zz students coming to our class and stuffs then got temperature taking then went see mr zaldy then got a long and weird talk then went back class briefing was over man :( the na math start easy things only then wen xin call me on smt then went out for a while then back then had three easy lecturs only chem at the end confusing i dun like dm cube sia.recess went canteen take a bite then waited for our birthday bash but the lead nv appear then went back to class slack and emo around then went for el lesson which in auditorium then my group first to present man we noe we failing cos me and jason was present smt we nv seen before weird thing ms tan ask question me and jason ans:x then confirm low marks then jer group boring seeing jer face then sian le then keep gacca their gp then giv mark i heart say 38 cos it is bitch then i said 78 then ms tan like got six sense then ask again 38 or 78 wow i was thinking man she noe me well.then school ended rush back class take bag put in foyer then went around go up to see teh project then do project stuffs.then do until they go escort them to the outside to take a taxi no taxi at first luckly ms oh and her fren came back in a taxi and wow lucky they took the taxi wish each other luck and went off le i place the board i nteh taxi and went off .then went back foyer emo again then time for live range jer took my bag up and marcus took my phone up and then i wanted to say thank to jer after the live range but after a incident i feel not like it.fall in mark attendence then go in bus wait for indra shaqeez and abdullah abullah and shaqeez come first then they took their time but then indra was late then we waited i nteh bus he came and indra nv say us also went home lol we shouted for him and he finally came in the bus and we went off we cheer man then do our own stuff.reach there fall in march there marching was funny.then brief on the live range and wait saw bendemmer ppl and we chatted yeah man and then went for the thing fun sia went in there nervous like hell and shaking think should i cheat while putting my hand on a sticker tehn i wonder if i got all 5 hole s then how?then trust myself then went for it .the bull was dam hard all my shot below it.then sad thinking die le but then change target the board splinted into 3 sia i had a hard time but a sir help me ok thenwow shiok then went back and do it man the thing was easy then bull i feel not much recoil and have a great time dam shiok so fun and easy the target i see is a black hole and i thought of shermin face own.then take our board count left 6 right 5 oh my god yeah man then tell them that my left got 6 wow the sir say nvm then a sir (high rank)say good man he say i good sia then jer not happy say i cheat i hate it man then nv mind shared my joy with others then went back to the meeting place then chatted then hand clear and went off le.went back school then fooled around wow jer can sure sleep go there sleep come back sleep in the bus lol.tehn after taking stuff went bubble tea then went home le saw benard and chatted reach home then normal le..:)night

10 july

2008-07-10T19:25:00.002+08:00

10 July Thursday

sad, happy and busy plus unlucky day

morning start with a black hole man,knock my eye into something and got some particles in my eye i remove it with a little help from my mother ,had a bad start lol.come to school weird one cannot see ppl clearly then see all the ppl i see normally then all like usual stare at each other but did not today lol.went to school start doing my work again but did not do excos duty le sort of fun but weird inside lol then go through normal process again then ask mr zaldy abt camp and stuff then he tell me wait and say normal training then i sort of tell other then i confirm again then went for bio class another ok lesson went for pe after that fun today i think my eye heal fully that time cos we will enjoying our floorball match lol at first got headshot but haziq:) but then disturb me is the 8 char not match jer come and quarrel with me again but then that did not stop me from having fun blahblah haha jer nv go ur way haha!happy sia then fall down with haziq and so funny sia i ly on him his stick uder me then they shoot i threw my stick save the ball but foul ha then free shot haha so fun then ending part haziq made a gift for me that is a mark of the ball on my chest lol fun i dun blamed u it is so funny i wan to share it with those reading.haqiz is a great fren becos when i sad he giv me a hug:)after that went for el buy two bottles of drink then drink all the way in el lol then recess sian sia went for meeting with charmaine angeline pandey and miss sharon lol kena scolded lol boring but learn a lot the nnv go see liou jing they all cos no time then went history wa dun want say abt but i sleep through it sian then social studies miss oh nv come but got work then class chaotic sia my ug union all do but the noise we scream at them sia finish it on time only the last part not nice only but then all last min chiong lol then went for the meeting then a lot of shit then my hand got :)ELMOX) and <<>>> on my hand since ss period lol cant waste it off .after teh face book thing went to the canteen grab a bit then went do my work again fun man details is we went to do a math then hide i none side where it is safe and quiet which is a place then teachers come in come out lol funny story sry cant tell if tell will kena scold again thanks sry for inconvenient .tehn went home with my bro jing xuan brain and zhi yong lol then normal day le lo....:) byebye gd night

9 july

2008-07-09T20:01:00.002+08:00

9 July 08 Wed

one hell of a day ,so tired sad ,jealous and crazy day.

day started well terrible i must say coming to sch today was wet walking to school started to rain lol noe smth is wrong today .well start the day by finishing my e math homework then mark attendence again and switch the lights and went to pull flags and then wasted half of my ss period for the milk run thing .lol i sort of dislike jeremy everybody can take as many as they wan (bags)others also say y must be me onli i think our 8 characters dun fit but have a great time after bio with momoren wow feeling was great .then e math fight with jer again lol cant stand him all the time. but then recess eat and buy drinks aiyah nothing much sian sia.after recess do el period boring lo then a math the biomial thing easy sia then cl comp test do it and write on last lesson lol funny sia .tehn went to wait for ms koh not there do our stuff and went to a math but nv go cos agot rehearsal then eat and go there lol then boring session they then say who exco then nv get in sad sia then all emo dun feel lik saying abt it then went home on the way saw winni and nop sia i dun noe y sort of kaca them but in the correct way lol cannot think proplerly le lo.anything just ok thank you got to stop here cos cannot think properly....

2008-07-08T20:05:00.002+08:00

Today 8 July 2008

start the day by going to school then reach school do my e math homework ,today got 2 test lol dun remember cos got nv writee down the nnnnever studied gg.morning do my dutie mark attendence and take boxes and pulllll flag yeah fun then return boxes and gate duty. busy day in school .must bring cl dic tml and thermometer .then a lot of new things happening lol.got e math work physic and more .after school took the physic test and went ngee ann poly for a lesson well i learn alot form it fun we won some prizes cute sia sk got the best one.kangaroo best sia then went back school and then saw jer and qiqi together the rumour not true then lol i saw with my eyes yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. that all today nv take pics lol.went home do nothing much a day is gone a gain.

THE WEEKEND

2008-07-07T18:54:00.003+08:00

sry still need time to up load pics

basic did a lot of things

SAT 5 july

morning stay in home watch tv then at certain time went out took train and went cpr course lol meet in school.i reach there see my frens chatt around laugh like mad cos abdullah doing stupid things.i was very odd as i was onli the one wearing ug shirt lol.got no time so sry next time then continue.NOW CONTINUE we got crazy and we were the only group joking and laughing like nuts get on the bus boring emo a round then reach went up to the last and go in play around again wow have so much fun then do a cpr survey the went for it wow in groups of 3 am i lucky i with liou jing and su xuan lol dam funny and fun we ace it sia went out very soon and took our bags we chatt quite a while then gather in our own groups then go back le reach back school went to the bedok banquet eat in our gps saw tzu ying group also the thing is we walk there and zinger took bus lol eat beef and tehn went home le watch legend again sia.

Sun 6 july

morning watch tv channel 8 until 1030 then went to school for the milk run reach school wow one of the latest the girls were in green and us in sch u reach there fall in do stuff.then go our spots do duty.my group was having fun we make new frens and wow chio ones too.then got scold then last few moment say goh coming then nv come we then went off then went home then reach home rise then go out again went to buy clothes and shoes athen eat then watch the legend then see fei ge a bit then sleep.

Mon 7 july youth day

morning wake up do stuff then leave house at 8 plus then reach tanah merah wait on plaform tok to my frens and emo a bit then went down see them them really go emo cos nothing to tok abt got ppl i dun like there lol.then went to the bus stop wait for wn xin then go flowery but stuff then went to city hall buy balloons and eat light snack then walk through city link then reach suntec then went to bras basah buy paper ,stuff and more.then rain heavily , escort wx home then went bugis eat lunch wow that day saw a lot of my frens after eating went to buy tie and more the nfinally went home get scold a bit teh nnormalll day lo.

4 july

2008-07-04T22:33:00.003+08:00

sry to blog so late pic will be updated soon.PICS UP^

3 july thursday

normal day,take over as exco yeah ! but then got math class after school but nid to go broadrick for investiture thereforei went to broadrick haha have a good time thx to chew jing wen and tang zhi ying pics tok more pics will be soon updated.

today 4 july

today normal day busy things all round wow nid to do lot of things after school went to flora stuff then go brain house play then birthday aprty had fun pics again will expain all

attention all hws 1993 grats 2005 batch listen up

2008-07-02T20:20:00.003+08:00

attention all hws 1993 grats 2005 batch listen

there were be a gathering on 26 july 2008 sat from 1-5pm we will be doing archery and pls confirm with me or jolene xie for more info call me or email me or tag here pls confirm with me

WEd 2 july

2008-07-02T20:02:00.003+08:00

WEd 2 july

sAd AnD TerRiBle day Dam UnlUckY:(

today normal day went back to school.change into no 4 instead of school uniform coz of ncc day.went to school reach at 630 plus then settle my locker then settle the attendance of sc then went for ncc le.We fall in and joke around wear badges and well the parade began then all went well maybe not our pledge as lopez did it the ncc way but syafiqah do it in normal way lol dot....:() everything went well then fall in back and do meeting then suddenly missing hou ping he run past us and say he late and was punish dam lol forgot about him:( but day start and blabla .all was ok but bio was dam fast and a math i dont noe how to say!:@ then after recess started to get dam unlucky i burnt my fingers and then last period of wed was mother tongue then got scold by miss goh(one of my fav teacher) for playing cards .i noe my mistake hope you forgive me i will not do it again and i will change.a lot of thinking on this.need to hand in 2 page reflection tml so i will be quick.then after school le ,went to meet miss koh with pandey,charmaine and angeline then me and pandey was whining all the way cos of the stress we had the burden we had oh my god man.saw zhao ying one of my good frens.then want to die lo so terrible kena scold got so much stress then went to miss deepa meeting and noe smt abt it and dun noe whether wan go or not but suppose can if got ppl want me lol.went to sc room but miss ong nv appeared and then also no meeting between the 4 president lol then do science basically did nothing much do my stuff wear the reflection chat with my part a candits ok that was great cheer me up a lot .then went home like 630 plus and meet my bro and jing zuan then went home le .then suddenly tml attire for the prefect thing for broadrick die then need wear formal so die but then also got math that no choice tml skip math then go on friday one lo.so :(.but all was ok thanks for the day day .may god bless all those reading this.

live ur life to the fullest and think positive not like today .gtg byebye

last few Days

2008-07-01T18:20:00.002+08:00

26 june

dam boring day so tired of that day , cannot remember much lol too long ago i think but remember clearly that day got syf opening performance and shermin birthday oh yeah got the troublesome video (interview teachers) well school was ok i think that day speech by qiqi was grat but not herself lol.well chien nee wen xin hao jian and me managed to interview mr tock,miss koh and a chinese teacher i think!! boring day i had :(

wow 27 june

an exciting and tiring day ,WOW the day was start by a speech which i like y is it so the speech done by wen xin well it has a mixture of personalties all our personalties are in the las t speech lol.so funny man.well get on with life friday on the 2nd half is not relaxing le.the day is so filled with lesson but ms tan is good enough to let us relax during el lesson on the last period of the day yo.have a crazy el period even though me and jason will left out for the group work i guess ppl have to sacrifice i think .lol everytime no doubt me and jason will be left out y becoz we sit in front and 360 are girls therefore group work we gg.but pair work great sia.nv mind on this crap after school straight eat lunch with part c and then went to find mr zaldy lol cropping up always but when he left the school ok wei yang luckily got the things then wei yang mia the rest of us went to the pull up bar and did crazy stuff and shouting screaming well playing alos then and 2 plus we fall in and have a chat with ryan asneil yo we then noe more abt our post then wei yang who had everything was missing but lucky in the nick of time he was back,we had a rush start but everyting went ok lol what happen in ncc stay in it so cannot say much but the day start with the pledge then uniform check take attendence then foot drills then break and lastly pt and soocer then debrief lol first time we a bit sux at it lol but it turn out ok.Wow seeing that day gg man feel like screwing them already like crap but what i hate is that i cannot drill or command any parts except c that it i wanted to change my post hopefully by next few training cos i want to drill hole in them :()that ncc for that day i hurt my back it still hurts......

fun and forgetful sat (28 june)

the day start by the shine event where i am rep the school to pour star lol only 4 of us out of 10 turn up that me sarah ,qiqi and sheng fatt.well u noe what out of the 13 reps 11 are gals and me and a bendemer are guys lol almost all of them are sec 4 weird well fun even though the starting performance hiro (jap) was a great start funny and cool out of the box.well we pour our stars and noe what the goh was beside me and he put his hand and my back when pouring cool man.then he chatted which me if i not wrong he is mr teo from the youths side one.great start

then went eat kfc with my mom and bro then went home playy then change clothes went downstairs to wait for a ride to victoria concert hall for enchanting moments wow went there so early then went 'durian' there to eat then went in for the concert first time ever that i enjoyed a concert it has been long for me waiting for this lol saw hua fang charmaine and more well got pics and videos of it a lot so ask from me .make me forget everything:()

1 july

sad and long day

wow this is the day the elections is on during the election the 4 of us need to be in the sc room and then nid to stay back and wait for results.the day was long and quite boring but the waiting was terrible i tell you.waiting there already noeing chien nee will win a terrble feeling the day was boring becoz i no frens there :( witchzards is there lol hauyan and i forot name was there and lou jing they all there sia so :( no frens was there but enjoy a bb match after the results but life get on.

2 july

sporty tuesday

no school yeah today is the x-country well it was messy noisy and very not well plan.the warm up was crap nobody care at all.the run was ok through.i was not going to run one cos i wanted to joke around but once i get on it i cannot control myself and run like an idiot i start very slow but can get top 10 was i shock :() well a lousy day the event was like no body business at all but funny thing is that when i hear my bro name and my name shocked :@ it ended like nobody stuff and all head for 2 directions the bus stop or ecp mac well wei yang ,mahesan,jing xuan,augustine,brian,bro and me walk to parkway long john and eat saw wen wei and aiysah frens there we eat and tok crap abt stupid stuff.then take 197 home and normal life tml ncc day ........

what can i do for the school!!

2008-06-25T21:10:00.003+08:00

what can i do for the school!!

we will change the school together and to yours likings.

we want to hear more from you to see what i can do.

i will do my best in the task ahead.

i will make everyone as a student the best!

life in school will be good and best for your learning.

well i do not know about vending machines but this is what i think,like in the holidays ,you have a break and if the school canteen is closed ,then they will give more time for break as you will need to go out and buy your drinks and food and now you do not like being in school right therefore would you find a chance to take a break from school and relax or would you want to stay in the present school.But if the school is a better place .i will fight for vending machines then yeah to the future.

regarding socks, there should be white sock with no bv tag but almost every school in singapore has their own socks.while i think i will do a special one i will try to fight for both type of sock as long as it is white and visible.

i will make every cca and clss com to take charge of all the events and make new events like bv day or something wow can have more competition and exciting workshop or event started by us.every event shall be us students doing and not teachers.

we can share games and play together more often when the counselor room start to have games in it.

that for now i will think of new ideas.

journal for el

2008-06-25T20:58:00.003+08:00

journal for el

after all the happenings i learn leadership from my spec course ,how to conduct meeting and learn that to be early your time must be late or earlier. Well , form the first weel i learn that .

second week i have bv bazaar and stuff i learn we can work together and learn to plan well even thought never go smoothly ,learn to manage tim and money. The third week learn that see movies cannot relax at all because it get u excited ,sad ,scared or bored which all this are nor relaxing at all. Had a crazy week of meeting and friends meeting. Well last week i learn alot form crazy meetings,rehearsals ,science experiments and last minute homework . i learn to be happy at all times ,i learn science things that are out of the book and wow stress on last minute work.lastly if you never plan well , everything will go wrong like the speech yesterday which did not affect me but affect those around me my teachers friends and my brother. they were very sad and disappointed . i wish i can do a better job but i think no more chance already. there are no rewind in life and there are no accidents.well that my journal reflection for this june. For Miss Tan

why u should vote for me for the president for bedok view student council

2008-06-24T21:11:00.003+08:00

wow the speech is like this

hi people

i am raymond from 3e2 bvss,

my friend ask me this why he should vote for me ?at first i dun know how to answer that, then he ask me another question why u want to be the head and do i wan it. Well, i answer like this ,i wan but i have doubts about being a good leader. Well, i was shocked by his answer when he said if i dun have the abilities ,why would the teacher chose me .i reflected on his words and i have the abilities the qualities i need to believe in myself . now i can answer with confident, i want to be and i believe i can do it .

next, i will talk about what i am going to do for the school. i am thinking of this question if i am doing it alone then what is the point of being your voice.We need to hear from you all.Therefore i think it should be what we can do for the school and not myself only because we have different idea ,opinion and think from another angle.Therfore ,we must work together and see wad we can do .For a better future .

please vote for me and have fun in the process. thank you

well this was the original one!

i think you all have enjoy it and i think i made a fool .i will be putting up posters and giving flyings want to know more about me check my updates.thank this is for now.

Lol Kena Tag

2008-06-24T20:44:00.004+08:00

Lol Jeremy tag me into it ?.......nv mind just play around

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
well i never have a lover betray me before but i think i will just live with it.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Everybody to be joyful and enjoying life cos ppl have only 1 life =).

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
well , i like to think out of the box so many ideas dun noe which to choose

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
wow it will not happen if it does i want to giv charity ,my family and frens plus do research on science and space

5. What's your ideal lover like?
wow ppl ask i also dun noe well lol i think she is smart ,caring ,understanding,lovely and a person who like fun and like me

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
well it depends for me i think being loved is the best feeling but if u love some1 u will be spreading this feeling

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
well it up to fate and my feelings

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
well that will happen just live on and give her best wishes

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
homework ,some frens

10. What is the worst you've ever felt these days?
well it is the speech today i made a fool out of myself:(

11. What cheers you up the fastest?
well playing , chatting and hanging with frens well maybe see ppl who are true to me

12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
well i want to excel in science ,food,electronics and medical science i see myself busy with studies

13. Who is currently the most important people to you?
well my family (bro the best) and all my good frens

Wait... WHERE'S FOURTEEN??

15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
married and poor then being rich but u cant share no use u poor but have a person by you sharing weal and woes that the best

16. What's the first thing you do every morning?
get off my bed and do a lot depends on which days

17. Would you give all in a relationship?
well maybe not all cos u never know what he/she wants u to give in the relationship

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
wow i dying from this man wow i think i will chose neither i will go for only one which i truly believe in and love

19. What type of friends do you like?
care abt me, cheer and joke around not so serious ,like me by myself and lastly must be alway around for me

The 8 people who will be tagged are;

well rui jia

cheryl tang

monique

charmaine mei

jer hws

kah wai

wei jie

well i dun she will do .... cheryl wong

past few days

2008-06-13T12:23:00.002+08:00

SRY FOR LATE POSTING SOMETHING happen to my acc lol

8 june

early morning went ecp for the passion 5km run lol.went with my bro ,brian,jx and brain mon dad and some1 close to then .funny things first lol ,drop at kallang meet jx and then wait for a while then our transport came,there will 5 person at the back lol cramp ha.but anyway think still can ,reach there saw lots of stuff lol start the run yeah i head off and slow start with them then got piss as 10click people keep coming then chio then reaching finishing took wrong turn and wow went to the 3 water point which i wasnt suppose to be there lol still complete it lol then coming back saw tehy in front of me shock but anyway not race lol.went took goodie bag and medal and a2 can of 100plus.went off to parkway , and eat mac breadfast lol.brain parent treat us so good order le eat eat full until cannot walk lol.after that went into a pet store see dogs lol so cute .but time has to go and went home le.do normal stuff at home . DAY END

9 june

normal went to sch early again for prefects meeting ,do nothing much there but emo there but anyway went to do some painting on the d and t studio lol fun with them sia (dun one name them lol)anyway got a time go out see qiqi and wx buy things lol took a long time then bought bubble tea but i went buy cc for bf then buy but lol emo then thing keep breaking dots...but the meeting ended soon and stupid choice to follow dionne and qiqi lol but anyway after eating kfc with those two chatting lol run home straight and went back home ,went suntec with my bro and mom but life has to go on dun want tok abt it.

10 june

yeah my fun day of the holidays lol dot... went out early in the morning meet my frens at hws bus stop reach around 10 35 waited for them finally all come they are clement ,sin miao, joinng and my bro ha.went to suntec straight took bus 133 and reach there walk slowly to cinema then mean time play a bit arcade then bought tics for kung fu panda ,the girls went racing lol then we the guy went play bb and shooting lol play until lose track of time and was almost late hai rush to the cinema and buy popcorn combo and went in straight .the movie was dam i say dam nice to watch had such a enjoyable with them that i cant not have with my secondary school frens maybe not charmaine dear but went out went to the tics booth buy 6 tics for prince caspian why 6 cos the vice head of manjursi is coming with us to watch lol play arcade wait and play for the arrival of the sis lol cheryl finally came lol in sch u ,dots.. but anyway went into the cinema again went the movie wow dam long sia like 2 hr plus u noe we were enjoying but the time lol.went as cold as dead bodies all of us then 5 plus lei joinng and sin miao need to go then went off me ,the rest went mac eat a light snack then walk around then cheryl saw her dm lol she so dead ha the nwe went to niu egg tehn we have stupid weapons from it and cheryl go for handphione stuff lol then like 6 plus then we all rush home cos very late le then got a scolding from mom for the late time but everthing was ok life went on.

next few day did nothing lol dun wan tok abt ir

TODAY

2008-06-06T19:08:00.004+08:00

need go sch this early morning at 9.wake u pat 730 do basic then went mrt at 745 ,took 1 today then drop at paya lebar took another today lol :)went singapore post eat mac drink finis my capp then went to sch.reach sch first to reach saw guo siong sitting there wait for 40 mins all then can even oliver late :(he forgot sia then in the wait ,see two korean/jap student one male and female come our sch do some stuffs:)went up the ncc room and start cleaning it up but removing all the stuff from the first chamber and clear everything and wipe clean lol :@ very messy but still done:) then we finish at 1130 shortly after oliver left then we camp inside teh room lol:) we were playing a fool of ourselves play with the dummies rife and m16 but kena scold by jx LOL:( but still went to chat and play around play the radio banga song lol damm funny:)then hit 12 , we left the room and went outside eat but lol nv go and eat went to the 90cent drink and each bought a drink then i ask if they want play soccer then lol they agree went around looking for balls but photmax closed and a muslim stall close alos cos friday prayers.then go but a 2.50 soft volley ball at budget centre .we went to the net ball court and play and then saw qiqi and looking for jer confirm is wiz meeting lol then they very sneakily do staff lol :( then jer show the attitude of his again then went to the street soccer court but they slack there dun wan move sia then me , hp , kx was hanging aroung zl ,qiqi and jer.they will missing manda lol then feeling bored me and jx disturb qiqi and zl lo jer jealous sia he occupy all the space with qiqi lol woooo then zl and qiqi then apart sia wasted jer was lying in between tien den bao sia then a gp of guys came and ask us to play with them then me sheepy ,snowman ,singtel and hp(cant rem sry) play with them 4v4 first was snowman then hp lol jx cant kick the ball cant keep lol ,in the mid saw manda come then the wiz went lol we paly i left in 2 goals cos dam power sia but got block ,but singet let 2 goal just went past him lol ,then me ,snowman and sheepy each scored one ,final score 5 3 lol.went to the fitness corner,play volley ball lol sheepy was judgeman and me , lj ,mar,jx and hp play 3v2 volley ball fun sia.jx was the target he weakest of all then at a time last match cos sheepy got to go .mar,lj ,hp then play abc on the monkey bar ,marcus won lol.tehn went mama shop but ice cream and food plus drinks we all eated there,drink there .i eat 12 ice cream,seafood noodle and nasi lemak.we all eat and stay there teh play obstacle course lol jx , sexual thype i challenging type hp joker dog cray type lj his style marcus relax type then went home lei lol.went to take train in train saw this two gal confirm same age wow both chio sia they not frens i kind of like the more matured type sia we 3 stared at each other sia lol creeps but still never become frens lol :( hope see tehm again :)then reach home do nothing eat watch tv and sleep lol :} good night those reading

love relationship by lovecalculator

2008-06-05T20:11:00.005+08:00

i wan to see who i like more therefore i went to check love calculator and for me with

jy was only 58 % while ,me and qiqi was only 39% and to my shock the charmaine i

keep calling dear we got a % of 88 sia:@ so i can conclude from that i will miss my

dear more tHAN the rest haha kidding onli lah dun noe true or not

LAST FEW DAYS

2008-06-05T18:43:00.003+08:00

2,3,4 and 5 june!

2 june

morning went to sch for e math lesson reach at 6 plus first to reach and no1 was there sad and lonely .730-9 math boring lesson but it was gd enough as ms goh was teaching instead of other which i may sleep.ms goh wanted to see me and qiqi after lesson noeing it was smt to do with scs. after that went out with pandey angeline and charmaine went to eat breadfast.pandey and me ate carrot cake we eat each other colour haha :) charmaine dear ate chichen rice :) angeline nv ate much :( .went back to school meet ms koh and then went to do the science exp wa :@dam tired and boring haha in the end still finish.finish the first part le yeah:)after that we feel bored went aout and play pool. wa dear so pro sia:)i and pandey lose sia:@but anyway pandey had to go pack bag .pandey left then angeline,dear and me went to sengsiong buy things after that went mac eat angeline again nv eat :( i treat dear mcwing and milo ha after eating walk dear home and then went to angeline condo and sit there until 4 plus then went ncc meeting.at angel hse did nth but a math:&went ncc noe some stuff then noe nid do wad then go out to hang out as one then all went home.marcus , houping,lianjie and me then went around chatting abt stuffs *() .at 6plus or 7 plus then went home .

3 june

same morning blah blah .went math and then after that went shoppong with dear and angeline.fun trip sia.we went tm and eat mac only me and angel eat dear nv eat then went to take shuttle bus but nv see teh sign then we argue then took bus 27 there call miss koh to claify ha:*but anyway went giant staight and bought a lot of fruit haha so funny buy 34.60 worth of stuff haha heavy sia. then took everything and went to mac at bedok again this time my dear ate smt and we all eat haha:)help miss koh dao bao haha then went back to sch by taking 38.reach sch we ate mangosteen wow so funny angel cannot peel and the place like wad sia dear keep eating then went to do our exp we did the exp haha.finally finsh then cant rem lol nvm.

4 june

meet in sch at 10 but come to sch at 9 plus set up every time went foyer wait for them then at 10 05 then start to do then finish very soon at 12 plus then see my dear off and angel went home blah blah then i dao bao food for my mom and went home eat lunch then change my clothes and went out go plaza sing meet sin miao and clement .went there got lost and circled dobhy ghaut for like 20 min then finally found a way and went mac saw sin miao and her mom then clem came soon.we then went shopping for camp items wow funny i became the maid and was calling sm mom sia then she was a cat looking for string lol then sm become sandy me spongebob and clem patrick haha then went place acrade play racing game i own in mario racing haha and finally play bb and have lots of fun lol:)went back to mac eat dinner then left drop at bugis and see sm back home then me and clem went play acrade again have a fun time then went rockery for drinks then walk around then took bus 51 went home and then normal stuff at home blah blah :%

5 june

went to sch do again but this time dear pa sei us left me and angel but we still finish ha yeah:) finally finish .went home after that and meet sm and went beach rd buy stuff yo i sew my rank and oreo le haha.then went home normal stuff.

1 may

2008-05-25T12:32:00.002+08:00

labour day got my new phone k660i and a new 2year plan soon after shermin also change!

during mye

LOSE ALL INTEREST in studying and motivation ,then was thinking of stupid things like not studying can do well or not.and enjoy myself and doing nothing for mye .feel down .

after bio

went out with wei jie they all have a fun time.

10 may

my gd fren monique birthday so sad forget abt it so happy birthday !