today come school hai.....
first thing in the morning my fren
broke the vending machine
i help him clear and blahblah
then morning very lonely
go back class my bottle gone ohgosh
no water le...
then survive the day until recess yea
can play le
all full dress run here run there
we perform hehe
i was a terrorist and the ic for the last part
i ly on the hot floor get scalded oh gosh then i knock my knee
cut my hand today so tired and weak.
then go assembly boring sia but i go in or out
get scolded,kena lock....so on/.....
yea yea school end so tired go take my bag
then go sc room
then put back inside then went out
went to the back with pris ,li cheng and shengfatt
the two couples haha
we bought food and drinks and go back le
eat le then chatt then emotion went high...
she got angry and walk around school blah blah .....
dun want to say about it.all i know i was very sad and ashamed
i fail as a bf ...:(
then i try to cheer her up then when we finally get better then haha...
we had fun tickling each other run here and there haha
then went in sc gang people and went home le
walk her home then walk to bedok
feel like fainting but love push me on haha....
then went home then blah blah
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manji-san out
Reflection of today
today i did a lot mistakes
i never stay with her when ppl come
i never hug her when she was down/angry
i was not able to pull myself
i was not able to make her anger disappear
i was not able to let her anger out
i was not able to feel her emotion
i was not able to see/feel her pain
BUT now i know
i will ease her pain now
i will stay with her regardless of other view
i will be proud and confident with her
i will hug her when she is down/angry
i will hold her hand
i will make jokes to cheer her up
i will cry with her when she want to cry
i will lent her my shoulder if she need it
i will do my best to know her better
i will now protect her with my life
i will do the greatest date on valentines
manji-san confirm