today was a down down down ..........day.........
this morning was pretty ok lah
chatted with li cheng in the morning
slack in sc room till time
then do duty le hai
morning duty see my class so empty all at foyer then dun dare call them
call li cheng sheng fatt call them then they say them
so sad and bad .....
they say i angry le then all satrt moving hai
so weird yet funny
then lesson sian sia
blahblah survived
during lesson so afraid her phone kena confis..
so i promised not to sms her during lesson i hope i can
but still will sms one but less in lessons
recess i did something stupid and it make me feel down
i cut queue OMG i feel so bad
then i got my retribution
eat alone so sorry!!!yingying and frens
during physic mr yap sit through my lesson OMG
so funny yet strange
assembly le went do duty with alena sheila adli and naqib
then ......
had a custom talk ,,,,,,
then hai school dismiss ......
then meet up with pris they all
tehn play around chat abt valentines blahblah
then arrys want to date chun kiat hjaha
then we teased amanda say pandey haha
so fun and funny
then they wanted to leave school then rain heavily
haha they come back then do ???cant remember
eat with marcus they all hai boring
then finally they went off hai...
went in sc room
get so down,,,
then the whole sc room become quiet and cold
then my fren say
raymond you sad or down the whole board become quiet and down
when i hi and happy the whole board is having fun and always laughing
when i feel what they feel wad
then they say wa nice
raymond you got more influence then exco then i wonder haha
then was so down,elaine shouting at me balhblah
then the recess eating me up
so sad and down
manji-san emo
then went ncc
feel so down then keep smsing
hai then do funny things with my cadets funfun
haha then went home
walk with yayah then chat abt relationships lol
wow learn new term ttm...
went home then started to read my inbox
i miss zi nan jia xu bao jie rui jun yi jing heh
they at another end of the world hai
i miss also smsing liou jing
her smsing style so miss it
now missing people ......
i find out that my path is with holes again
i really like pris but dunnoe if ....
hai so confused again
really and ready to go into one that will last long i pray
my life my choices
manji-san .....
so since today feeling rather down all this rather weird and not in the right thinking state
love is something wonderful
i suddenly reflect on my feelings too
i noticed my feeling with pris is different from jing,jy,qiqi
so .......?
i accept your apology amanda,,,
OMg a lot ppl disturbing pris
WTh ...
looking forwad to valentines
hai hai then now wondering lots of stuffs
got group date..
manji-san out and down