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Tuesday, December 23, 2008
today
ok today was pretty ok i guess still feeling sick no idea why
the feeling is rather complicated haha.
wait i forgot something oh yeah today is su xuan birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SU XUAN!
haha back to topic
i now feel like changing the blog add to i hate my life
i now feel like i got problems in both life and all
i now feel that i am emoing now
i now sort of feel lovesick(not sure myself)
i now feel i cannot juggle studies and cca
i now feel i am being slow in studies
i now feel i am going to suffer on the 2 day of school
i now feel like killing myself
i now feel like burning all my books
i now feel so weird
i now feel my head expanding
i now feel stress
i now find no purpose in life
i am now lost
what should i do
i dun know now where my heart go my mind go and where did my love go ?i am now very lost
i feel that now people are far away and i am moving further and further from my life.
i love to lead but there are joy in it but now i feel that it is just a drama unfolding.
i think i feel so bad that i could not focus on what i am doing BUT
i am a student councillor
i am the sergeant major of my ncc unit
i am a student in 4E2
i am a leader in my district
i am the role model of my frens
arh so many role just one me how how am i going to do and what i am going to do
i have no idea how i am going to do my homework how?lock myself in school to finish
?i cannot focus at home now arh
but i am scared of pain :( arh
ppl i am dying again i die once now i am dying again
if i die a few more time i really will die.
i now have no interest ,no goal and nothing to inspire me
i need help but my frens can't help me my good frens can only help a bit not to talk about my family and my loves one
now ppl are not understanding cannot understand them arh life is hard but i know now my path is block by love problems studies and stress
how i am going to move oon is hard but if i can move on i will be a better person
i have so many wonderful times it is to forget
my first date,zz student ,p6 oversea trip ,p4 moment with ssl,p5 camp ,sec1 camp,sec3 camp,sec 1 orientation camp and many more small details arh
but it all seem to fade on going to disappear in my head oh no
WHAT SHOULD I DO?
manji-san


life's a canvas
RayMond (Lei MeN)Manji-san ♥
16 Jan 1993 , his day . :D
Teach me how to laugh,have fun .
NICKNAME =ray/rayray Obama HaHa
E-MAIL =starsea_elemental@hotmail.com
HOROSCOPE=Capricorn
HANDPHONE NO= 82222320
STATUS=very complicated
NOW Emotion=heart is bleeding and crying
CCA=NCC ,Sister Club haha now TRACk & FIELD, BAdminton , dance ,sports Game past
LIKE =like studying ,frens, candy, gundams and more...
LOVE = Obama Family,!Zhang Zi Nan,Wang Jia Xu ,Xue Rui Jun!,love to hang out,animals and nature
HATE =hate backstabbers and fren who doesnt treat me as one
NOW = 16 now at bedok view secondary School
PAST =primary school hong wen school
CODE NAME= kokroach,Manji-san
HOPE TO HAVE=LOVE , CARE AND TRUE FRENS
HOPE TO EXCEL IN=medical science(cardiac) , all sciences,chef,electronics, engineering and law
HOPE TO BE=ONE of THE GREATs LEADER OF the WORLD(like Obama)
BEST FRENS(those i care about)=ZhengZhou ppl ,Zhang Zi Nan,Wang Jia Xu ,Xue Rui Jun,Chen Jiao ,Yu Xin Tong ,Yi Jing,Angela ,Cui Nan,LeRan,Bao Jie and many more!!
1N6,Priscilla,KaiSi,WenYing,AmandaChin,Shafinaz,Lela,Kangxi,and more
Primary/Secondary School,Clement,Sin Miao,Ma Charmaine,Wen YI, Liou Jing, Hua Fang, Jia Yan, Cheryl WOng , Jia Yi, Monique,Bing Lin,Wei Sin ,Jievanda and all my sis and bros
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